#raptcre

[pasteldivine]

@raptcre​

“oh please, i gave up on you a long time ago,” sage spews out hastily. “i’ve tried over and over, but you don’t care. what, you want me running myself dry for a relationship you clearly don’t care about.”

[somberplaces]

@raptcre​

“listen, i won’t make you choose. i’m not some guy who will sit around and get played out.” ace wanted things his way or no way at all. “since you seem so happy with him, go and stay happy with him.” 

[hostilitics]

@raptcre​ liked for a starter.

          “Mm, let me guess...you’re wonderin’ how the fuck I can keep affordin’ to buy out your entire upper floor? Or are you jus’ curious about them two big ass dudes that I keep beside me?”

It was a pretty often routine for her: Katya finds a club she likes other than 92nd’s, throws a bit of money around while still keeping to herself, and she starts raising flags as a result. It doesn’t bother her that on this night, she’s being escorted to the club’s VIP section by the owner himself rather than an employee — but it still amuses her all the less. “Don’t worry. They don’t shoot unless I tell ‘em to — wouldn’t wanna ruin your lil’ business and all.”

[pasteldivine]

[ TEXT : k ♡ ]

SAGE: hey..

SAGE: are you busy?

SAGE: it's ok if you are

[pasteldivine]

@raptcre​

sage was hardly the type to make a risky decision. usually, she followed her instincts and never tried to push the universe too hard. except for, she couldn’t stop thinking about karon. he’d been supplying her with weed for a few weeks now, and occasionally the two of them would end up tangled in her sheets. still, they hadn’t even called one another friends. after a glass of wine sage finds the courage to text him at midnight, simply asking what he was doing. to her surprise, he answered right away. twenty minutes later and his headlights were pulling into the driveway. sage left the door open for him and set on her bed. god, she had such a crush on him and her heart was racing. her long, wavy hair fell to her waist and she was wearing a tiny pair of shorts and an old tank top. “i know you think this is some bootycall..i just need weed.” she lies so hard her voice cracks. sage looks over at him, trying to hide her blushing face as she sits on her bed.

[pasteldivine]

@raptcre​ continued

it had been nearly a week since she’s seen karon and now he’s sitting in her driveway. she’s covered in confusion and anxiety as it sinks in that they were going to be face to face again. their last encounter was ugly, to say the least. either way, karon had gotten to her head over text. the over charging, the snacks made by some mystery girl, his attitude. all of it drove her crazy, and she felt like she needed to play his game back. the moment she sees the text that he’s there, she runs to her bedroom looking for her tiniest pair of shorts. even if she couldn’t understand karon all the time, she knew exactly what he liked. sage ditched the bra she had on and opted for a tight, white tank top. she grabbed the money as she ran out of her room, trailing down the front steps of her house and down into his car. her face already beating red. he was so handsome and he made her so nervous these days. “here’s your cash.” she says before handing it over to him, finally making eye contact. “sorry about my attitude,” she apologizes before widening her eyes innocently. 

[pasteldivine]

@raptcre​

sage promised herself after her first heart break, she’d never go snooping again. that was the exact way she spent months in her garden crying alone until her mother brought her a cup of tea and much needed advice. sage spent years building herself back up, opening her heart to love again. still, when she heard the inane buzzing of his phone while he was away in the shower, her instincts told her something was wrong. her gut was rarely wrong, and she spent more time regretting not following her instincts rather than letting the ugly unfold. she nervously taps her fingers against the counter, trying to focus on anything else. buzz. clearly, this wasn’t a regular customer. sage glanced over at the phone, seeing an abundance of messages. her heart sinks to the pit of her stomach as she reads over the messages. the flirtation, the sexual tension, all the attention. her eyes filled with tears, but she reminded herself to stay grounded. she stared karon down as he walked out of the bathroom. “we need to talk,” her tone was more serious with him than ever before. “is this the shit you do when we’re not together?” sage holds the phone up for him. “you just---you’re really out here making these other girls feel special. what the fuck?” her voice was hasty. sage only swore on occasion when her anger got the best of her. “what? you got bored of me or something? one vagina just isn’t fucking good enough for a guy like you.”

[pasteldivine]

‘sad’

@raptcre

Send ‘sad’ to receive a sad/down text from my muse.

[ SAGE ] : my father came over today

[ SAGE ] : he saw some plants dying & said he can tell something is distracting me from the garden and that my work was humiliating the family business

[ SAGE ] : do you think our relationship is distracting me? i’m just crying in my bed i hate this shit. he’s never happy with me.