I've never experienced this type of pain this before, losing someone i call my mother. I understand that it's part of life but i didn't know it would be so heavy. Last time i seen her was 10 years ago when i visited the Philippines. Coming home to her cooking was always my favorite thing being back. I would send her gifts but she never really ask for anything but for me to come back and visit. I regretted not visiting, especially not coming back the year i graduated high school.
I know its too late but at least i saw you till the very last moment. I just want to let you know I'm doing well, sometimes I'm not but my friends help me deal with it. I'm still in school and sometimes i party too much. And i won't get married till hella later. Don't worry we'll visit when i find "the one". Happy belated birthday and Thank you. Thank you for everything.
