raspberrying replied to your post: my mom got here a few hrs ago and we were in her...
Maybe it’s because he’s feeling sort of the same way? Like he doesn’t want to rush things if he’s not sure if you’re okay with it/also confused about where it’s going or not going. I find that it helps if one person works to kind of “set the tone” – like don’t be afraid to be a little more flirty or even kiss him if you are interested in doing that! It might help him realize that you are craving that intimate aspect! (Just from my also very limited experience lmao)
yeah i need to have a conversation with him about it, i should have done it weeks ago since im leaving this week but i kept putting it off because i thought time would make things different. and i’ve tried to make moves, i’ve done all of the work on that side of things- i pursued him, i asked him out, i initiated the first kiss. i wish that he would take more initiative y’know? but also part of me doesnt know if i want to kiss him at all. intimacy is terrifying! and im not sure if i’m just lacking attraction towards him, if it’s my inexperience making me hesitate or if my depression is making it hard for me to have feelings like that for anyone. it’s all so confusing :(
