#raylandes

[rachellandes]

Sam shivers into form in front of me. I am sitting outside, on my bench in my rose garden. Twilight is gone and night-time has arrived with a thrill. I would smoke away reality if only I could. But I cannot run much like I cannot hide. The hurt in my eyes is obvious, they scream why did you leave.

[rachellandes]

I spent a long while looking for you on tumblr today. I know your page name, but you’ve got so many privacy settings on that I can’t find your page. I thought I could follow you, because then maybe you would glance at my page and see this, this right now, where I speak out into the darkness and hope you sense my light.