#raymon musing

[nightlyvisitor]

patron saint of martyrs

the patron saint of those who died to be like you. maybe you died to be like them too: but at the end of it, you weren't like them. patron saint of tragedy. saint of saints. it's you who holds the hands of the holy dead, and you who has to answer: what do they do... if they regretted it? Snatched it from @lordheis >:33 Tagging in: @seekschaos, @bladesout, @buriedabove, @heavenmcde, @futureforged and everyone else who wants to join in!

[nightlyvisitor]

[ 🕊️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen did they feel the safest ? / for ray !

An end to a mission should bring a sense of relief to the sniper, knowing that the present horror had been taken care of and any survivors brought back safely…yet that safety feels short-term, akin to a melting cube of ice. Something that could be easily snatched again in the near future; a different time to be thrown in the next infected place… It's a vicious cycle flowing without restraint, rare to feel safe in those moments, truly.

With a heavy sigh and a tilt of his head towards the window, his mind wanders along…eyes glazing over, given clouds now bathed in soft hues of rose and peach. There are a few moments, places in which tension would leave his body completely, a lot of moments encapsulated during his firefighter days and some during his time as a forest ranger. Sure there were jobs that required a close eye, but the interaction with other people made things rewarding in a way.

Searching deeper into memories, the sniper finally cracks a relaxed smile. Of course. His last visit to a cabin, wood pieces slightly discoloured and embraced by bits of moss, his form embraced in a tight hug. It all flows calculably as Raymon enters the comfortable space, now filled with gentle voices. A figure former inspecting the latest news, while a much smaller one lies comfortably on the rug playing with a few cubes. Beckoned to the couch, it doesn't take long. His form hits the mildly soft texture, tucking himself close to one of the armchairs. The atmosphere is filled with excited questions about his latest woodwork, while his own curiosities project onto the current state of the town and of course most importantly the appearance of any new delicious dinners. It's after some time, the scent of pine and cedar honey envelops the sniper's senses…and as much as his mind tries to keep up with the conversations happening around him, it all turns into comfortable buzzing. For now, he can allow himself to rest.

[nightlyvisitor]

SEVEN DEADLY SINS: characteristics.

Raymon Blackstone

BOLD whatever applies | ITALICS what sometimes applies | STRIKETHROUGH what doesn't apply &&. tag people. REPOST ; don’t reblog!

LUST: desire for connection, pursuit of pleasure, emotional intelligence, obsessive, lovesick, one-night stand, seductive encounter, flirtatious conversation, erotic party, seductive attire, revealing clothing, passionate gaze, provocative makeup, sensual expressions, suggestive gestures, flirtatious smiles, lingerie, love letters, perfumes, provocative behavior, love poems, erotic art

GLUTTONY: indulgence in experiences, savoring moments, 'hospitality', 'generosity', hedonism, culinary expertise, wine tasting, excessive snacking, overloaded plates, excessive portions, bloated stomachs, messy eating, greasy fingers, full tables, indulgent spreads, overflowing cups, satisfied expressions, wine bottles, can't get enough, fast food wrappers

ENVY: motivation, competitive spirit, strategic planning, observational skills, bitter, rivalry contest, envious gossip, resentment-filled argument, social media jealousy, furrowed brows, clenched jaws, side-eye looks, pursed lips, tense posture, whispering behind backs, crossed arms, gossip magazines, keeping up with the joneses, the grass is always greener, feeling inadequate

GREED: resourcefulness, entrepreneurial spirit, negotiation, materialistic, aggressive investment, lavish spending spree, resource hoarding, get-rich-quick scheme, auction bidding war, property acquisition, piles of money, overflowing wallets, luxury items, locked safes, penny-pinching, rare collectibles, selfishness, unwillingness to share

SLOTH: calmness, stress management, nonchalance, relaxation techniques, lethargic, apathetic, inactive, lazy weekend, binge-watching marathon, neglected chores, skipped workout, long nap, lounging on the couch, missed deadline, unkempt appearance, messy hair, pajamas, blankets, slippers, procrastination station, self-care routines

PRIDE: confidence, self-assurance, self-respect, dignity, public speaking, self-promotion, arrogant, conceited, egotistical, self-important, vain, boastful speech, puffed chest, raised chin, smug smiles, spotlight, tooting your own horn, showing off, refusing to admit mistakes, feeling entitled, personal branding, leadership development

WRATH: assertiveness, decisiveness, strength, intensity, boundary setting, courage, indignant, heated argument, road rage incident, physical altercation, angry outburst, clenched fists, glaring eyes, tense muscles, raised voices, reddened faces, aggressive gestures, stormy demeanor, intense frowns, destructive actions, broken objects, punching bag, out for blood, fists, simmering anger.

Tagged by: @valour-bound (thank youuu<3)

Tagging: @heavenprotect , @viskozen, @heavenmcde , @futureforged and everyone else that sees it!

[nightlyvisitor]

What kind of Warmth are you? holding your hand

you're sweet, generous with your kindness, and excited to give to others. your warmth is obvious and contagious. people often can't help but smile around you. your loved ones usually come to you with good news first, because they know you'll match their excitement automatically and emphatically. your warmth provides a safe place for others to be authentically themselves. you're highly emotional, and there might be times where it suddenly feels harder to love others the way you usually do. don't force yourself to stay so positive. you can still help others, even when you don't feel so bright and sunny. and you're still worthy of love, even when you feel you have nothing left to give.

Snatched it from: @grieverled (thankiii you <3) Tagging: @darckcarnival @ltsharpshooter, @buriedabove, @lasraichean