#rdrposting...

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one of my fav doctors at my dept just came up to me and told me that he had to skin a horse in RDR2. the audacity. I told him off. he said it was an accident cos he fell off a cliff. I still shook my head and looked away because that was so cruel and for what.....

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finished the main story in RDR2. think I'm gonna need a couple of days to just stare at a wall and think now.

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hey hi hello!!

this was originally gonna be a blog for my silly little story, HEAVILY inspired by Lord Huron's "Strange Trails", but I ended up getting so deep into the LH lore that for now I'll just use it to interact with the fandom.

to whomever it may concern, my pronouns are actually he/they but just he/him is fine also! you can also tell me stuff like "go piss girl" but if you use she/her for me I probably won't be happy.

that's probably it, that's the post.

for those whom it may concern, I may or may not be a complete slut for Cobb Avery.

update after three days of hyperfixating EXTREMELY hard on LH: I also vibe with Buck Vernon way too hard for my own liking and I want to put him in a blender for that. stupid simp man who I share a large portion of my personality with.

update after several months: I really need to stop talking about Buck Vernon

another update, after finishing a very long fanfiction: STUPID GODDAMN 110K WORDS BUCK VERNON FANFICTION FUCKING KILLED MY ORIGINAL PROJECT I HOPE HE!!! EXPLODES AND PERISHES!!!!!!!!!!! (lovingly)

update, over one year later: people have been putting little deer emojis next to my name in their contacts. Buck Vernon summer, baby. also I have watched Vide Noir about seven times now and have 3 LH-themed tattoos with two more coming this summer. yep. yeah.

Update to the last update: just (August 11th 2025) got my FOURTH LH tattoo. Hell yeah.

update 6: stupid Buck Vernon fic is now being rewritten into her second version and shall breach containment in 5 days

hey btw The Man Who Lives Forever (aka the thing that took over my life those past two years) is up on AO3!

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yeah yeah ik I should be finishing chapter 29 but I'm too busy replaying my funny horse game in order to 100% it 🙄🙄

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Finished the last Charles Châtenay side mission at last. Kinda sad I did it in the Epilogue and not the main story, but at the same time John Marston making out sloppy style with another man... a man in drag, nonetheless...... beautiful

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I'll never get over the fact that Jack Marston has such glorious facial hair at 19. like what..... I'm 21 and all I've got is a patchy mustache and an even patchier neckbeard with a huge bald spot on the bottom of my chin. what.

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currently thinking about how on my last three hikes I saw at least one red deer cow each time. I'm starting to think that mayhaps I got high honor or something. also that I'm gonna fucking die soon.

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don't think there's a better feeling than sending bestie a pic of me crying about the plot of Red Dead Redemption, knowing goddamn well that in five hours she shall begin her descent as well.