so many thoughts i want to put into words, but
i realise that i feel more enriched from discussing my ideas with one person that i love than i do potentially showing those ideas to tens of thousand of people
it's relaxing, to feel my ambition shrink, from fighting to try and change governments and sway the beliefs of the internet masses, to only needing to be heard and understood by people that love me back
and to realise i'd rather be accumulating rsi damage on my overwork hand by playing videogame than writing essays for fandom types that think i just gave them permission to write magical eugenics because they didn't want to stop and actually introspect
play warframe, not wage a war of words. or something















