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September 8, 2022

I really haven't been paying attention to the things that matter lately. Where the fuck has my mind been? It's been enlightening, though. My frenzied thoughts have got me thinking about all the possibilities, all the directions that my life could go in.

I've been thinking about vulnerability lately. Posting this is a practice in vulnerability.

That's what I want this to be: a practice. I've been thinking about the necessity of sustainability in self-care. Life is long (hopefully) and I want to maximize the wonderful moments.

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Tonight I walked to the gas station for a pint of Ben and Jerry's. I exchanged a few words with the cashier, a self-proclaimed "Ben and Jerry's gal." I immediately liked her. I intend to make friends with her and report back about the flavors.

I sat on a deserted set of bleachers on the outside of a small baseball field near the middle school to eat my ice cream. The moon is two nights away from being full. It was beautiful. Wherever I go, the moon goes with me.

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I keep checking my phone for a text. What's wrong with me? When do you get too old for bullshit like this?

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