May 21, 2022
I remind myself of a simple truth
That i am worthy and always will be
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I remind myself of a simple truth
That i am worthy and always will be
I had a good day today. I felt and feel good; happy, grateful, full of love. I'm not a very open person. A lot of what bothers me I keep inside because I don't want to burden anyone with my worries, insecurities, and other inconsequential bullshit. It's unhealthy, I know.
Because of that, I spent almost thirty minutes randomly and impulsively sending voice messages to close friends to tell them how much I love them and I appreciate them because I feel I don't do that enough. Often I get caught up in my own shit that I forget to reach out.
So reach out—be it family, friends, mutuals—and let them know you love them, that you care, because you dunno if that message lifts their spirits, makes their day, makes them feel like someone's there and that they're not alone.
To anyone and everyone who's feeling low, there's someone out there thinking of you, praying for you, sending you love and their best. It's okay to not be okay but remember to pick yourself up and carry on; if you can't, reach out because there's nothing wrong with asking for a helping hand.
Stay classy, friends.
Stay classy, strangers.
But, above all, love yourself and love each other.
does anyone just,, forget even the most simpliest math questions? like even 3+7 i literally cannot answer in a snap like most ppl do and im a junior in high fucking school!! i figured this out when me n my therapist got in the topic of math and i told her to quiz me on math questions so she was like "what's 7x5??"
"uhh..uhmm...idk its been so LONG...UHM.." math is my cryptoniiiteee...
“Is someone going to tell me I’m beautiful?”
It’s three in the morning. I have always liked her early wakings. When I used to write at night, it sometimes happened that I woke her because I would forget to move the kettle off the heat before it whistled. So I might wake her at three in the morning and she was always cheerful, ready to joke. There she is in the doorway, she looks at me, shakes her head, and says: “You’re fifty years old and still writing ditties!” And once, woken like that, still half asleep, she said: “The Chinese believe that dragons like the smell of copper.” Dawn is her time of day. That’s why I remember many of her morning sentences. Showered, her hair wet, ready for work, she would spread out her arms and ask: “Is someone going to tell me I’m beautiful?”
— Semezdin Mehmedinovic, My Heart: A Novel. Celia Hawkesworth (Translator). (Catapult, March 9, 2021)
This week I am working on strong and reassuring self affirmations... #meditation in the morning has finally become a habit and try to focus in all the positive things, to enlighten and nourish my creativity, to love what is good in me, to be aware where I can improve. To embrace my imperfections and flaws along with my virtues. We are all UNIQUE Pd. I am grateful for the messages regarding the stalker/troll that harassed me this week. I just wanted to say, never engage in arguments witth them or give them power. Do not feed them. Ignore, blick and report and off on with creating. Thanks for your concerns though #gratefulheart #morningmeditation #reaffirmation #affirmations #selflove #natureseekers #groundingenergy #intothelight https://www.instagram.com/p/CAYjNdRHqt_/?igshid=csv5rt9u9i4a
I'm not sure who needs to hear this, but whoever it is that you're clinging so hard to right now, not only will you survive without them, but in the end, you'll be FINE without them. You'll be HAPPY without them.
You are an individual first and foremost outside of your friendships and relationships with others. Never forget that. Never lose sight of that. And never, ever think for a second that someone leaving your life means that your world stops spinning.
Let go, sweetheart. It'll be okay, I promise. ❤💕
It’s okay to be sad, it’ll get better.
To ask a question, you must first tell the Other that I am speaking to you. Even to oppose or challenge the Other, you must say “at least I speak to you," “I say yes to our being in common together." So this is what I meant by love, this reaffirmation of the affirmation.”
Jacques Derrida, interviewed by Nikhil Padgaonkar