Aug 11, 2021
I often feel like things are not real. Like I'm disconnected from reality or that life is just a situation that I played out in my head and I will eventually "wake up" and the things I "imagined" won't be there. I also know that memory and the mind itself is malleable and can so easily be manipulated. I suppose I’m afraid of convincing myself of things that aren't true.
But sometimes things feel so real when they aren’t true or they feel so fake when they are true that I have trouble distinguishing the two… But I don't. I just think I do. I have a pretty good grasp on reality, I can just feel it slipping all the time and I fear that I may lose hold one day. I haven’t yet, that I know of.
