Aug 22, 2025
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I'm not okay
Im crying. Literally. Im writing this one because Im sad. The emptiness inside me’s killing me. Longing for d’ presence of a human being who once taught me what Love really mean. What family really mean.
It was a painful night when someone called, and told me that you’re gone. I felt my heart shattered into pieces. I felt the hollowness. I felt the pain! I felt that I lost everything.
You never said, goodbye. I never said I love you before you left. I’ve never seen u for quite sometime. And it breaks my heart! I tell myself that I was the one who did wrong, that I did nothing to help you. That I never noticed what you felt the past days before u left. I didnt notice that you already want to rest, that you’re tired already. Im so selfish to think that you can make it till im old too. Im so selfish to think that you’re still strong. Im so selfish!!!
Im so angry at myself that I didnt do anything. I miss you, Pa (lolo). you never did say Bye to me tho. I know you are in God’s arms at this moment, and happy to be with your Mom, and Dad, and God. I know you’re jumping out, with a full smile on your face. I know you are watching us and telling God to take good care of all of us. I know you are now playing a guitar and taking pictures, and speaking in English with everyone. And I know, you are sharing your love with you co-angels. Because thats what you do best, make everyone feel loved.
All the people you left here, will have a space, just for you, in their hearts. And thats 100% sure.
I will cherish all the moments we spent together, the laughters and tears Pa. the lessons u taught me. The hugs and kisses.
You became my father the day I started to distinguish beauty. You became my best friend. You became my everything Pa. you are my inspiration, always. And you’ll still be. I love you Pa.
top 5 fav tv shows
I don’t watch many tv shows so idk:
1. Mr. Robot
2.Outcast
3. Law & Order SVU
4. Scream Queens
5. AHS
The feels
How can sleep Even come after this, that 3am was My single longing all week, 7 days, 168 hours, 10080 minutes... Hoping for a kiss, was My mantra, just a kiss before clarke leaves, just a kiss. And the kiss Happened and My heart soared, Then the ripping of top Happened and i was hyper ventilating, thanking god, thanking Jason thanking all the writers for this beautiful ship,,, the feels, the tear as clarke kissed her, the schh, the smiles, the round 2... I though of sweet cheesus u r Killing me with this I was in heaven and it was beautiful Then life Happened Its 8am now, a tear escapes now and then still, My heart is bleeding, the black hole with Tara and Dana now Also holds Lexa And its all so raw SO RAW Its just a show? No, it was so much more than that To everyone of us who gets this fact, i am sending you Hugs and Love You are the best fandom Thank you for all the laughs, for all the hope we shared that this, THIS was gonna be IT i Love u all ❤️💔