Being arospec is being like I've fallen a little bit in love with somebody every day. But also I am not in love at all and also this is the person I'm married to, we're going to grow old and happy together and reading romance to know what in love feels like and texting your forever lover and having that feeling but not always having that same connection to it. Like it's something you have and can hold and you cherish and love it but it will never be something inside of your body but you don't mind because you have it!










