Feb 16, 2017
#with the exception of like#four people#who largely don't message me first anyways#the world is just so loud right now#really too loud#jordan says things#ironically my family is not talking to me rn#which normally would be nice but#it's awkward bc we haven't seen each other in months#aside from like#30!min drop bys#i kind of wish we had a relationship where we could just hang out#but it's more like going to see a doctor or an academic advisor#than having a normal (???) parent child relationship#hhhhhh#im just SO BAD at interacting with people#is there a non verbal way to say hey i care about u a lot and wish you the best and support u at all times#without having to#talk??#hhhhh!!!