#realpersonal

[afr0-thunder]

People who should understand me, just don’t and continue to mislabel me. Shit have me so t’d. ‘Painful’ asl tryna walk away from people you used to cherish, but it’s not my job to MAKE people understand. I don’t force anything.

- MH (07/02/2023)

[dulceeedeleche]

Sex.

I’m tired of women looking bad if she talks about sex or if she is “too” sexual.

Sex is such a natural thing. & when done with the right person the energy exchanged 😍. It just heightens mine so much. I’ve learn not to be sorry or feel bad for feeling such a natural feeling. I’ve learn to lose myself in the moment, again when done with the right person.

I don’t go around just having it with anyone. I’m very choosy & currently still have sex with my last man even though we are not together. Does it complicate things? Yes but y’all girl has needs lol. & so far he’s the best 😅.

I’m just thinking of how we truly share such intimacy in general but him & I in bed... that’s on another level I’ve never been.

[squidios]

honestly it’s fucking weird how things change you. it’s weird that the things i used to be able to find comfort in make me paranoid, nauseous, or just unwell all around & now i’ve got a whole new wave of habits & things i do to try to make myself feel better. it’s weird to notice yourself changing & it’s even weirder when you notice that other people can be the cause of this change. i don’t know if this makes sense but i just kinda feel off

[kailearose]

I’m too much for people. I’m too strong willed, too adventurous, too hard to handle. I have a take me on attitude and why would anyone want a part of that? I’m hard to handle. I’m to much and why would I be worth someone trying to handle me?

- KS // Where My Demons Hide

[wilder-flower]

Just because I am a young preppy girl doesn’t mean I need room in my americano #whydidn’tyouask

[cujidawg]

Kool & The Gang - Summer Madness

My dad used to play this song to me when I was in my mother's stomach. This was my first & most favorite song ever. I know each & every instrument, synth, kick, hi-hat, string, & everything in this song. 

I remember me being only 6 years old & my dad playing it on his boombox & we just lay in his room listening to this song, humming it together. 

I will do the same with my kid in the future. Put headphones on my baby's momma tummy & just listen to good music with each other.

[heyynikkig]

I miss my grandparents, and they haven't even passed away...what makes it sad is they live next store to me....I only visit every so many weeks, and they never visit anyone anymore..They haven't left their home in over a year...I use to see them almost every day, bring them the paper, play cards with grandpa, paint nails with grandma..In the summer I would be outside swimming with grandpa ALL day, and then help grandma set up dinner..I miss it...I miss all of it..I miss those summer mornings where the first thing I would do after waking up super early is put on my bathingsuit and wait for grandpa to get up and open the gate to the pool...I miss the woods that covered our clear blue pool, and the music that filled the air around me..I miss the smell of grandmas dinner that filled up the house....I miss the sound of my name being called by my grandmother.....It's been over three years since i've heard my name come out of her mouth!!  It's been over a year since the last time I was able to carry on a conversation with her..My grandpa can't even walk from one side of his house to the other with out being bent over and out of breath, how would he even think about making it to the pool??   ...I have been in the best moods the past days, but it just hit me when I was driving home today..I don't know if it was the song that was playing, the way the wind was hitting my face, or the way my mind was traveling, but it hit me..And water filled my eyes...It was an uncontrollable cry..I was just so happy a second ago, driving with the windows down, not one bad thing happened all day..I for not even a second thought back to summer many years ago...and I couldn't stop the tears....I can ALWAYS stop the crying..I don't have feelings, I haven't cried over something other than stress in such a long time....((I even watched Life is Beautiful(an amazing foreign film, that I suggest everyone watches!!), and not a tear slipped out))...

[whtvrxxx]

i have coffee i have yogurt and now im gonna fuck ur bitch