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[j-shari]

Today

This morning I woke up and I took the time to do my eyebrows, I put extra coconut oil on my hair. I smiled at those who passed me in the hallways. I held doors opened for those behind me. I drank coffee out of my coffee mug. I put on my 90′s playlist and I closed my eyes and danced around my office. I smiled for no other reason but for the simple fact that I’m happy. 

Life is difficult, I am not where I want to be, I have a list of trials and tribulations in my life. But I can still smile.I can still feel. I walked outside and felt the sun on my face and for the first time in a long time I was at peace with living for me. The small things, the big things....it will all come together as it should. 

But right now....I feel the music in my bones and I just want to DANCE!!!

[j-shari]

& yeah we're long distance but were not together yet just getting to know each other still

Is the distance what’s making you second guess things?

[j-shari]

We talk about it yeah but idk I second guess everything which I need to stop but yeah she knows how I feel somewhat

If you don’t mind me asking, what is making you second guess everything?

[j-shari]

Same anon. we have been talking since November 8 and the conversation never stopped constant texting voice messages and oh man the first time I heard her voice I almost died😍😍😍. I'm just scared that I don't make her feel the way she makes me

Aww. I remember those days! I still melt when I hear her voice. Have you spoken to her about any of this? Not questioning her feelings, but more so having a convo to see if you guys are on the same page? Are you two long distance?

[j-shari]

This Year

If this year has taught me anything it is, to take the time to do your eyebrows, live unapologetic, do things you’ve never done, enjoy time alone, stick to your goals, speak up for yourself, cry if you need to, laugh when you want to, dance even when people are watching, try new foods, travel more, open yourself up to new experiences, don’t be afraid of your truth. And if you’ve got a good woman....hold on to her....treat her right.

[wnq-writers]

I use to love October because of the changing of the leaves. But now I love October because that is when I met you. And just like the leaves, my life changed

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