#recollecting

[gummibandito]

I'm coming back from what I believe to be a multi-year psychosis. There's so many days, months, years, here and there, that seem to be haze. Things I don't remember writing, others I know I did, but are lost to manic destruction and deletion, submission to wherever all the other lost things go. I'm recollecting myself. It's such a slow process. But it's like stirring again to the presence of a dusty light beam after sitting in a dark room you only learned was dark, when that light crept in.

[freakierfabulosity]

i'll never forget the time i met strange aeons. like i was out in toronto for my dad's funeral and my older cousins friend who i'd met the day before took me to these odd markets in the big city and while i was admiring an absurd cardigan with many medical bears on it and i was wearing a psychedelic looking football scarf i encounter one of my favourite fucking youtubers??? like does that not sound like im describing some weird ass dream i had. why was she out in the wild at the same time and place as me also ??? that is not a real thing that is possible wdym. anyways i was very nervous and also desperately did not want to bug her or annoy her in any way and 15 and awkward but i got a picture with her.... i look like shit in it but it is a joyful memory for sure. anytime i would remember that was a real thing that happened in my real life for like. even still now a little i get kinda autism type hand shakey ykwim

[submissivefeminist]

Felt cute, might get [re]collared. ❤️🔒

[random-xpressions]

There, in those nameless and those timeless moments, i carry you...

Random Xpressions

[chandralia]

[saphiratotheotherside]

Fading Engine Of A Drunk Siren

Every word and image

Recorded by the engine of a drunk siren

Untangled and sloshing

In the heights of love

Hallow me

Bite me with gentleness

Don’t leave me

I want to remember you

My eyes missing

The glance of your details

Curly black hair

A torn Angel

Silence

The purging trip

Is long lasting

[teeberrymarshmallows]

Random thoughts at 2 am.

Its so odd but its 2 am and I get this random memory flash while sleeping, of like my room when i was much much younger and somehow i just wake up to go google about it. Like i literally googled " sudden recollection of memories" and now several minutes later I am hell-bent on reading about Sigmund Freud's early work on psychoanalysis . Our brain really works in mysterious ways while I'm just like.