regarding us: to, dean
season one: Even with all these monsters, demons, and spirits, I’ll always know where I came from: you.
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season two: You wiped my tears with the pads of your thumbs like you used to do when we were little. It doesn’t matter what we don’t have—I’ve got you.
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season three: Dean Winchester, you might just be the stupidest person alive...and I’m willing to die a million times more to save you.
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season four: I couldn’t let you die for my mistakes. It doesn’t matter if the world dies—all that matters is that you’re happy. I’m sorry I couldn’t do that for you.
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season five: No control remains, and I’m going off the rails. Please take the wheel.
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season six: I saw you risk your life for mine, even though there was a vacancy inside my head. It was in my darkest hour that I realised that I’m deeply, truly in love with you.
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season seven: God can’t save us now, big brother. If we die, I want to be holding your hand when the sand runs out.
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season eight: Heaven is breaking, and our world is shattering once again. Thank god my heaven is here on earth...my heaven is you.
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season nine: You’re such an idiot, Dean Winchester, but I promise you I’ll fix this. Don’t forget who you are—if you do, I’m as good as dead, too.
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season ten: From green to black and back again, I watched your world change through your eyes. The universe throws curveballs at us everyday, but you carry me through it like you did from the fire.
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season eleven: The fabric of the universe is tearing, and I can tell our end is coming fast. I’d tell you not to do anything stupid, but you work the opposite. I should know, because in you raising me I learned how to raise you.
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season twelve: Family seems, for the first time, real. No matter how much pain we go through, I swear I’ll always love you.
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season thirteen: A hunter’s job is never done, but I feel like our family has gotten a bit larger. I feel like I could reach out and touch you without you fading away.
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season fourteen: We don’t know what the future holds, but I can promise that it’ll be us. The Winchester: brothers, weapons, soldiers, and soulmates.
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Until the seasons change again.
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Your most favorite brother, who loves you more than you will ever know,
Sam W.
