The casual upward curve of her mouth dropped with his words. Gaze following suit, dipping like a chastised hound to the too white of the bed linens. From the corner of her eye, she could see how the others turned to look. Their silence hanging heavy between his statements until they took up whispering amongst each other again. Making it painfully obvious that they were still listening, still watching, curious or worried, she did not know. Either way, it was somewhat humiliating.
"Sometimes you have to take a wound to give a wound," Fox shrugged halfheartedly. Trying to ignore how his disappointment stung worse than any of the cuts, any of the herbs and antiseptic used on them. "Anyway, you weren't here, what was I supposed to do? Wait for your command while people were dying?" Loosely she waved a hand in the air as if apologizing to someone who wasn't there. "So sorry, I can't help, you see, I haven't been given my orders." It could have been another jest, but this one was far too bitter. One of the medical students winced.
"Look, I'm fine, the others here, they're fine." Pushing herself with one palm against the mattress, she aimed to swing her legs over the side. The medical student who winced took a step toward them as if to interrupt, glanced at Roche's stern expression, and lost his confidence. There was no way he or any of the others felt confident enough to get between them when whatever it was was still crackling in the air.
Her feet were on the floor, and to her credit, she didn't wince when standing. Flicking the hair that had fallen loose from her mess of a braid back over one shoulder. "Don't stand there and act like you would have done any different." Whether it was intentional or not, she leaned toward him, chin raised. One hand seeking and finding the stem of an unlit floor candle-stand situated next to the bed. Knuckles white as she used it for temporary balance to avoid falling into him. The murmuring paused again. "Leash or not, you still wouldn't find anything I do funny, Roche."