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Looking sideways when I say I’m okay with the past but I’m afraid of what I might say if you ask
Depression
I wake up to a weight in my chest.
I can’t breath.
It feels as though there is an anchor attached to my spine trying to pull me down into the earth.
Someone is holding me down.
I can’t find the strength to fight them to sit up.
My mom comes into my room,
Get up.
I can’t.
She says,
Take a shower and we have lights for a reason use them.
I can’t.
She says,
Eat some breakfast.
I can’t.
I say,
Mom this is getting to hard, I can’t ignore it anymore, I think I want to try medicine.
She says,
No. Stop being weak. Fix your own problems.
But mom I can’t.
This isn’t me.
Help please!
I feel trapped inside my body.
Like my depression has possessed me and taken over.
I’m inside my body, hiding in a deep dark corner, scared.
Mom please listen!
I need you, Mom!
Mom where are you?
Mom why don’t you listen?
You say you want to help but all you do is hurt.
I say,
I don’t want to be here anymore.
She says,
Get over it.
I scream.
She threatens to commit me.
She ignores me.
Yet acts like she can read me like a book.
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It will be the most beautiful days that will make you want to die because no matter what you do or how hard you try, your insides will not match the day outside your window pane.
Homeless Ryan K- For Joseph.
I fell in love with the wrong person and now my whole life is a mess.