I know we're just friends. And that's okay... all I want for you is to be happy again and if a relationship is what brings you joy, who am I to make you feel bad about it. But I'm scared things will change between us. I couldn't stand to not be the first person you talk to when things go wrong or you're feeling down. I always want to be the one whose opinion you care about and who you ask for advice. I want to be the one who is by your side through the good and the bad. I still want the deep talks, the stargazing and the long hugs before you drop me off at home. I guess all Im saying is, I want things to stay exactly how they are right now. So here I am desperately trying to hold on to the present, dreading the future out of fear things could change.
All the things I wish I could tell him //somedayisntthatfaraway
