#reletionship

[guzgecesi]

[cannibalistic-fag]

I hate how much i cling to the people i care for. I hate how attached i get. I hate how much i feel for others, when i feel so little for myself.

[alyssaxxxxxx]

[icebuthott]

[destinedtobeloved]

‘Kelly is my boss’

[lissa05]

Some people say falling in love is amazing but sometimes that fall can be shattering

“I feel like I’m losing you!” silence… followed by a quick response,

“I was never yours to lose…” only six words and yet they carried so much impact. James stared her in the eyes. Those same eyes he’d seen joy, surprise, happiness… he saw the hard stuff too like sadness, anger, frustration, and guilt. But never once had he seen regret in those beautiful hazel eyes…

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The words fell out of her mouth without permission and Maya… didn’t feel bad about it. It was the truth and Maya never lied, she stared into his beautiful green eyes as conflict, sadness, and guilt each flashed threw and then settled on rage. She knew this would end in a screaming match, so she did what any regretful girl would do…turn around and leave. She regretted ever thinking that maybe by a small chance he would like her back but she was right always was always has been. By the time she had accepted he was never going to have the same feelings as her, gotten over him, and settled for watching him be happy with other girls, eventually leaving each one of them he tried to tell her he felt the same but that wasn’t true it couldn’t be. He had a girlfriend and after all these years why. A word crashed through her thoughts and it took her a second to realize it was her own name that ripped through the raging scorching flames in her thoughts,

“Maya!” 

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James ran towards her. He liked her and he wanted to talk to her about it but she was walking away like a coward.

“Listen I-I like you and I want you to understand that so date me, I’ll leave Katie for us” it was desperate he knew it but so was he.

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Us… Maya knew that wasn’t a possibility,

“Who;s your girlfriend?” She asked even though she knew the answer,

“Katie…” he responded confused, I replied not wasting my time on someone who took my time and threw it away like a piece of garbage

“And do you love her…” such a simple question yet so much impact

“Yes of course” she could tell it was true and she knew that if she was selfish and acted on old feelings she would end up hurting feelings for her own personal gain

“See James there's a difference between me and Katie, I had boys asking me every corner I turned if we could be more but I turned each and every one of them down… because I was holding out for you, she only had one follower and she needed someone…” I paused not knowing if I could go on. I knew what I wanted to say. I knew what I needed to say but my throat betrayed me going dry. I cleared my throat and went on voice strong and balanced.

“So the difference between not just Katie but all those ex-girlfriends and me is that they all settled for you. But I chose you!” I paused and he was about to speak again, opening his mouth but I cut him off.

“Or at least I had. James we will never work so walk away! Be happy with your girlfriend! Get married, have kids…and forget about me!” My voice cracked on the last words and the tears flew down my cheeks. I turned and bolted.

Some people say falling in love is amazing but sometimes that fall can be shattering

Short story by Lissa

[julietokawazu]

Queria 😏😏😏

[infusedbyart]

Never thought that i am that easily replaceable,

Can’t erase the lingering feeling of being second best.

Not long ago you swore this love was for life.

Now I am packing my clothes,

Leaving keys and engagement ring.

I take everything so you can be free.