#rellapsus

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♕ rellapsus ;;

“Would I have, Sam? Or would I have walked away before things  got bad. Or would I have done the wise thing and killed ya?”

“Don’t. Do I need to recount for you all the times I was off the rails and any sane person would’ve put a bullet in my head? You might not remember them, Dean, but I do.” His voice carried that particular bark of desperation buoyed by anger. “So just don’t.” 

[deathisarose]

&&. oh--lazarus

     ”I don’t even know anymore.” [ That was his honest answer. He wasn’t   sure what to believe in anymore. He had   thrown in the towel. He had finally given up.   He lifts his heavy up towards her. ]           “Do you want me here?”

     it was without question, and not only so that she      could rest with a steady heart & mind, knowing that      the hunter was safe under her wing, but she cared      for the man far beyond what she'd been willing to      admit. neither to him, nor herself.

          ❛ of course i do, dean. i just… i don't            want you to feel trapped. or obligated. ❜