Im never going to stop trying and Im very proud of that. If I care about you I will ask you to try too and alot of people resent me for that. I thought I was crazy, but finally finally its been acknowledged that Im not and on the other side of the equation I see why it scary to be confronted with yourself, and literally be weaker than you ever imagined, all why being your strongest enemy. Its scary but Im excited.. what else can I do but keep trying? Live in a cycle of fantasy and falsehood? Turn into something else entirely? Drag people through the mud while I avoid my truth? Confuse everyone with lies Ive told myself? Ive done all these things, and apologized.. you would think it would be well recieved but people are usually upset at a shattered allusion… Until recently and thats why I know its a road less traveled, a hard road, and a lonely road, but the only one thats real to me.