Preference.
I was a wee bit sad today as it felt like I really have no friends to hangout with now that I am feeling hungry and wanna eat up somewhere. I am not fond of our office canteen food so it would be dinner out or just go home and sleep kinda option for me. At the last minute, my good M&F friend in the office reminded me that I owe him a dinner out since the love of his life is not present today - it amazes me how my fate brings me the right people when I needed one.
So we went to Sunway Pyramid to get my all time favorite food at Go Noodle House cause I feel like it’s been ages since I was last able to eat at that shop. Luckily he changed from a non-pork eater to one yet I just discovered he is not fond of noodles but he didn’t argue to change our venue. Such a wonderful friend I have today - and at the end of it all, I decided to have some coffee sessions since I wanted to talk about you. Maybe talking to some friends about you can clear you out of my system. But then again, all I’m left with was anger and more confusion as I heard you do spend time with this friend of mine who you once claimed to hate and dictated as the reason why you drifted away from me. Was it all just an excuse to get rid of me or just some petty attitude problem that you didn’t even bother to clear up with me? Whatever it was, I guess I’ll never know. But just to let you know that even if you’re already gone, it still stings to know that what you’ve told then were all lies which I never thought would matter. Do you really hate me that much?