#ren's thoughts

[wolftheren]

It is strange how every time that I am angry I return back to being a beast, like this humanoid body is inapt to really be angry properly.

I don't know why that is, but the teeth are too flat and short, the face itself is too flat, the legs and arms aren't the right length to be what I need them to, I don't have claws, the sounds the throat makes are weird.

This body isn't made to be angry I think and maybe that is why it happens so rarely.

[mercurydiggitydog]

I love the people with whom I went to see Iron Lung but... I mean we're definitely different types of people, cuz I really enjoyed the movie and they didn't really, tought it was too confusing and boring or something :')

anyways, I guess it's not for everyone but it defo was for me

[joker-amamiya]

controversial opinion

they should’ve made ann’s whole costume pink so she could’ve been called pink panther and then the pink panther theme could’ve played every time we walked around with her in a palace

[we-are-but-dead-stars]

do I actually want a relationship/ qpr or do I just want to be cared for bc of childhood trauma. Hmm. What a fascinating thought! Let me proceed to ignore it and continue to fantasize about a nebulous future qpr

[freckly-lix]

it does hurt indeed when u n a friend are caring n stuff but after some time u realize that ur the only one who’s still caring n the only one who texts n shit yknow

[joker-amamiya]

i miss my husband.

[joker-amamiya]

in case my. four followers doubted me. the three am ramblings were in fact real

(technically they ended at 3 am (minus the last one) but close enough)

@detect1ve-pr1nce are you proud of me /silly

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(Image IDs: Discord messages from Ren, with the last one featuring Goro. The messages are as follows:

/1 Ren: hhhhh being gay again. anyway Ren: i just,,,, my bofyriend <3333

/2 Ren: im such a girlfailure oh my god but its okay because im so gay

/3 Ren: see its nearly three am and i should go to bed but why do that when i can be the most loser girlfriend possible and be gay about my boyfriend literally in their dms while hes asleep Ren: ive sent 38 messages on this subject so far and i am nowhere near finished Ren: well. counting this one i guess its 40 now Ren: anyway waving at goro whenever you see this hiiii honey im so normal can you tell

/4 Ren: youre like the sun and im like. a planet or something idk poetry Ren: im just a simple gal being gay for her bf do i really have to be poetic about it Ren: uhhhh fuck whats that thing shakespeare has his characters say thats like. peak romance Ren: i think i need help actually skjhdksjhdh  [Attached is a screenshot of a google search reading “peak romance shakespeare line”] Ren: this is so me core except the universe wont let me KISS MY BOYFRIEND [Attached is a screenshot of the quote "I kiss thee with a most constant heart." from Shakespeare’s Henry IV, Part 2, Act 2, scene 4, line 274] Ren: OH its the uh Ren: juliet is like the sun or whatever i dont know shakespeare Ren: i think romeo doesnt know what the fuck hes talking about because wdym juliet is like the sun, have you met goro goro is like the sun except better

/5 Ren: oh my god youre gonna wake up to so many messages from me Ren: i would say im sorry but i am not. it will happen again

/6 Ren: hhhhhhoney Ren: sugar Ren: sweetheart Ren: love of my life Ren: apple of my eye Ren: hang on why is that a thing Ren: apple of my eye what does that even MEAN

/7 Ren: ANYWAY Ren: love of my life <3 Ren: my dear Ren: babe Ren: honeyyyyyy Ren: wait i already said that one Ren: gummy bear Ren: goober Ren: lover boy Ren: beef Ren: that one is in fact a /ref to that one tumblr post Ren: jelly bean Ren: cupcake Ren: month old christmas turkey Ren: stale potato Ren: one singular french fry Ren: why is this just starting to sound like a list of foods that would be awful to eat together Ren: could you imagine Ren: actually no i dont wanna imagine that, thats nasty  Ren: i wanna imagine my bf. he is not nasty <3 Ren: theyre like. the exact opposite of nasty, actually

/8 Ren: can you believe that we are boyfriend and girlfiend Ren: girlfiend Ren: like girlfriend but i am also a fiend Ren: wait doesnt fiend mean like. demon or something Ren: or is it just enemy Ren: IT IS DEMON Ren: im so smart

/9 Ren: head in hands. i need hell Ren: that was meant ot say "help" but that too Ren: honestly hell might be better i think im beyond saving at this point

/10 Ren: how many messages has this been now oh my god Ren: OH MY GOD THIS IS MESSAGE 119 Ren: maybe i do need hell wtf

/11 Goro: ren isnt it like 4am for you Ren: uhhh Ren: maybe Ren: perchance Goro: [attached is a gif of morgana in cat form, with his mouth in a wide grin. the gif is captioned “GO THE FUCK TO SLEEP”]

End ID.)

[joker-amamiya]

zam calls me so gay, and then he turns around and starts talking about “mapicc this” and “mapicc that”

she is NOT subtle at all /lht /silly