We couldn't even have a month.
We couldn't even have a full fucking month.
To my understanding, this whole trend and community began right after Christmas. It is January 25th.
We couldn't even have a Full. Fucking. Month.
It is truly and utterly despicable the shit that has been happening in this community. It's one thing after another and it's so disheartening.
I was mostly unaware of the issues going on because honestly I just wasn't getting as much interaction as everyone else and honestly I had no issues with that, it's just like "oh well".
So I was mostly unaware of the deeply troubling discrimination and hate going on in the COD RP community. But God, you go to Tumblr to get away from the negativity and it just follows you everywhere no matter what you do.
It's sickening that in the year 2025 on TUMBLR OF ALL PLACES, one of the few last remaining open-minded and safe spaces on the fucking internet, that this bullshit is happening. That people are that rude, that petty, that downright fucking absurd that they decide to waste their lives and their time post anonymous hate in people's inbox.
What is your goal here? What the hell do you think it's gonna do? Why would you give a single flying fuck about some fucking COD RP blogs and make their lives miserable like this? Where is your fucking heart? Your conscience?
Everyone's going down, they're going on an indefinite hiatus or they're just deleting accounts, and it's so...
It's just so disheartening. Because now I have no idea what to do. And I love this community so much. And I feel like I've met some kindred spirits, people I could get to know and someday call friends. And now I just feel so fucking alone and helpless again.
How can anyone be so cruel as to break something so precious, so tender, like this? What did they do to deserve this? Were you seriously so bothered by the idea of people just having fun and acting in character and doing their own thing peacefully?
I'm just so tired. I don't have IRL friends. And I have mutuals, but not the kind of idealistic version of what a mutual is that everyone else seems to have. I usually just stick to my own thing, migrating between here and my people on Discord. And now when I finally felt like I had a community on Tumblr, after being on this site for 6 years, it's taken away just as quickly as it was achieved.
I'll still be here, this blog is not going anywhere, but I am considering entering a hiatus for the time being as a show of support and solidarity for the others in this community. I do hope we can come back to this at some point and I hope that whoever is so keen on destroying this community gets a really harsh wakeup call for the kind of damage that unnecessary hate can cause.
But in the mean time, if any of my fellow RP blogs want to connect via my main blog, DM me and I'll send you my @.
But I'm sure as fuck not giving any hateful anons access to my private space. You send any hate to me and guess what? It's getting reported and deleted. I'm not entertaining your bullshit for even a second.
- Renny
