#rens.inbox

[adventuringblind]

I need to tell u, ur fics live rent free in my head. I think about them at least once a day if not more!

So thank u for writing it 🧡

FUEL FOR MY PRAISE KINK GAUGE TYYYYYYYY ❤️

Am trying to write more I swear it I'm just stuck with landoscar who refuse to follow the script and do as I will. Unfortunate that this means I must turn the blender on again ig

[adventuringblind]

Just read oh you love me like a fawn (a cum shit to the face of god) it is so incredibly amazing I love it so so SO much your an amazing writer. Don’t forget that you’re amazing and are doing amazing wonderful things!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Brb am gonna sob!

Also I am on my laptop with screen readers because vision (my tumblr so tiny on computer???) And the typo made me go back so thank you for the little giggle.

Thank you for saying such kind things! I've been so down about my wroting lately and trying but failing to get through whatever this mental block is and kind works make it so much easier. It means a lot to me ❤️

[adventuringblind]

Today I found this tiny mouse in a strawberry toy-plush and immediately thought of OYLMLAF Lando

WAHHHHHHH ITS SO CUTE OMG

I'm having a moment that you saw the strawberry mouse and though of my fic... I'm glad It's memorable tbh I live OYLMLAF so dearly. Thank yku for sharing this with me ❤️

[adventuringblind]

Hiiii! I’ve been reading your writing for a bit and I love it so much! It’s so hot and intimate and somehow so comforting.

Are you planning a n writing more about free use! Love the way you do it!

Firstly thank you sm for the compliment!! I'm glad I've managed to find that balance actually... which is just code for idk how to write porn w/o plot

Hypothetically, yes. I have every intention to write it. HOWEVER I am a teacher and I spend 9 hours of my day at school and my weekends recuperating. I feel like I've hardly been able to write at all. Hopefully I'll be able to write some of the things I have planned over the summer! ♥️

[adventuringblind]

oh my god i’ve been reading OYLMLAF pretty much every free second for the last two days and i’m obsessed. i can’t stop thinking about them, they’re everything to me actually. the “kidnapping” scene in particular has been playing on repeat in my head. something about the contrast between lando lying trussed up and gagged in the backseat but oscar then giving him his blanket and mouse so he can nap actually fried my brain i think. so so good and so?? oddly tender??? i love how haunting and visceral your writing is and how the information about lando’s upbringing has been revealed. also this oscar is just unbelievably perfect. love them love mouse love their stickers love lando getting endless strawberries. thank you so much for writing and sharing this with us, it’s already become such a comfort fic for me <3

IM DYING TYSM 😭♥️

I think about them a lot. It's my own personal comfort fic too! I'm finally getting to some major events that will put Lando on a path to healing and recognizing that the people around him are his family and that it's okay to be upset about what happened.

Thank you for the compliment on my writing style it really means a lot to meeeee

[adventuringblind]

Just read oh you love me like a fawn holy moly guacamole you are literally so amazing!!! Please keep posting updates I yearn for it!!!!

Thank you so much!!! Update should be coming this Sunday hopefully!!! ♥️

We're getting to the good stuff now... as in I'm gonna destroy Lando's entire identity and build it back again.

[adventuringblind]

Hey, so I already left a comment under the newest chapter of OYLMLAF, but would you be okay with me crocheting mouse and maybe send him to you? Lots of Love, Jo

Hello! I'm sorry for putting off answering this I had to go think about it for a bit!

If you want to crochet mouse I think that would be super cute! I don't have a PO box though and I'm not super comfortable giving my address out BUT I would love to see him when he's done :3

I actually had a friend make him too and he goes with me everywhere and I love him dearly.

I really love and appreciate the offer though and I hope to see pictures! ♥️

[adventuringblind]

Hello Ren,

I have a question feel free to answer this and post it or message me but I was just wondering if it would be possible to ask for help on getting fic inspiration, or how to have more people interact with my posts on tumblr. I really want to start to write again but I want to write what people want or at least try to. My inbox and asks are open but I’ve had no luck. I was just wondering if you had any advice or fics you’d want to see. I don’t want this to come off as mean I feel really awkward asking for help. But I love you and your work and how you interact with your audience and just thought I’d ask.

Much love 💚💚

I'm laughing a little bit because my interaction on Tumblr because I get an ask like every occasionally. I feel like in this regard, I am not the person to ask. I get anxious writing my thoughts and putting out there in text posts when I have no reason too because then I'll be perceived! People will know I'm a weirdo freak!

(As if my fanfics didn't do that already)

Point being! I don't think interaction is the thing to focus on here because while Tumblr might be lacking, the comments on Ao3 give me an obscene amount of serotonin and I am TERRIBLE at responding to those. It's like my messages I swear, out of sight out of mind.

In regards to wanting to write: don't do it for other people. When you do that, it's not fun anymore. You have to write what you want to see because ultimately it's how you want to play with your paper dolls! Like I cannot understand how top/bottom discord is still a thing and 'don't write this because it's weird' and fetishes and kinks and-

Everyone is gonna have an opinion but what matters is how YOU feel about it and that you got enjoyment during. If I wrote what people wanted, I would not have half the fics I've written. Someone out there is going to see your fic and be very happy about it.

Hope this helps! ❤️