Lore, please!!! I beg of you for just a drop of lore!!!
What did God mean that Satan was struggling for life inside Lucifer and didn’t expect him to survive his birth? Was he born small and sickly? Was Lucifer aware of Satan’s struggling before he gave birth?
Hmmm. I'm trying to think of analogy that can best represent what I believe poor Satan experienced back then and this is the best one I can think of.
You know how if we were to go to another, some would kill us just by the physical pressure bearing down on our bodies (though of course, there are other deadly factors).
I'd also like to you think of an especially hot day where the humidity is so high and the air feels so thick that it makes it hard to breathe.
The magical pressure bearing down on developing Satan stopped him from growing at the pace that was natural to him. It was too much physical pressure pushing down on his tiny body
While his body was fighting back, pressure against pressure, all because of the magick Lucifer's Father put on Satan and the emotional manipulation the Father put Lucifer through to have the man's own body and soul fight his son off.
The godhead saw his son a bomb and He the one with trigger, if His favorite son and servant were to ever betray him; in his Father's eyes, His best assets are potentially His worst enemies after all.
So when things happened with Lilith and His son waged war on him, he knew that no matter what, His son would suffer for that decision.
This is why he wasn't too upset about the Devildom 'prince' taking Lucifer and the others into that realm; He knew that it was only matter of time till Lucifer lost control of his emotions and the babe would break free from him in the worst way possible.
Satan's birth was far more extreme and painful than it had to be and was only the level of gruesome it was because of the internal war of pressure against pressure and when the pressure caused by Father's intervention was gone, the pressure within burst Satan through like a geyser of pop rocks and coke x10000000.
Father, luckily enough, underestimated the strength of His son and grandson though.
Satan was born small and sickly from this.
I've alluded to all of this in a way with my past descriptions of him the day he was born.
So yeah, Satan was small and sickly, but luckily he bounced back!
