#repressed much?

[mozie-2-0]

All these cishet white homophobes are clutching their balls like the big-mean-glitter-gay-guys are gonna steal them and then you look at the tv and their fave football team is the most bromantic, homoerotic ultra-shippable group of men ever. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE 🙏

[kittenspeak]

Did some anti just...liken charmie shippers' love for the two boys to nothing but attraction for daddy/twink porn I'm-

[brahmsbitch]

I also really want to download tinder for the sole purpose of telling some dickhead fuckboys what's good if they try to hit on me

[decadent-hag]

I don't know what's wrong with me. But I just can't seem to get emotional about anything that is happening in my life right now. I have no problem shedding tears over Alexander Hamilton's death. But I can't seem to feel anything substantial about one of my uncles, who passed away a week ago (who I wasn't close with and barely knew...to be fair)...or my childhood friend's father who was just diagnosed with terminal cancer and has 8 weeks to live. I just...don't know how to react. I don't know what to say when my mom tells me these things. All that comes out is "Oh no" or "that sucks". These are horrible and devastating things and I know that and I do feel upset on some level....but it's buried so deep inside that I can't seem to grasp it. I can't find grief unless it's for someone or something completely detached from myself. 

I just don't know. I feel like I should be reacting more to this. I don't know what to do.