Hi! I'm looking for a long fic. It takes place a few years after the war. Draco is bonded to Harry, and at first we don't know why. He has no memory and is very helpless, he can't do basic thinks without harry telling him to, like eat, or drink, or pee. He relearns it with time. He and Harry start sleeping together, and draco chooses Nick as his safe word. They think it's because of nearly headless nick. Somewhere in the middle Draco gets his memory back. Turns out he was married to a guy named Nick (who was Russian I think, Nickolai), who was his parole officer and unspeakable, and a talented pianist, and kinda looked like Harry. He took draco to work with unspeakables and they had pretty unhealthy dom/sub relationship (with Harry as Draco's safe word). Nick died and when Draco saw a pic of harry and Ginny in the prophet he got do angry he wanted to go and kill Harry. That's when the bond activated. We learn that Potters used to own Malfoys and this curse (??) had been lying dormant for a long time, but when Draco wanted to kill Harry his life debt activated the curse. So the second half of the fic Draco feels guilty because if his dead husband and mourns him, then slowly rebuilds his relationship with Harry. Hermione helps them find a way out of the bond and she thinks that Malfoy gets pregnant with the purpose of sacrificing the baby to get rid of the curse (there's a whole gruesome story about their ancestors that she misinterprets). Draco isn't actually pregnant though because it's not a think they happens.
Anyway, Draco realizes his husband was an arsehole, falls in love with harry again, they have a lot of bdsm sex and get married.
I suspect it was deleted since I couldn't find it anywhere (def read on AO3), but I'll be happy to at least know the title and the author 🙏🏻
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