#reread posts

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‘ Kevin reached for the volume controls only once. Andrew popped his hand out of the way and pointed a warning finger at him without taking his eyes off the road. Kevin crossed his arms in a silent declaration of displeasure that Andrew ignored. ‘ (The King’s Men, for 16)

Passenger princess Kevin Day, my beloved

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also when neil and kevin have their exy love tm moment andrews still there in the background thats so funny 

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Rereading TSC, and oh shit guys, I can’t believe I missed this fucking line

“Ravens aren’t allowed to drink.”

So Kevin’s insane problem with alcoholism started when he left the nest. Kevin would likely not have thought to drink afterwards, but yknow who would have? David fucking Wymack, borderline alcoholic, which is a trait passed down through his family like the bottle of vodka he keeps giving to Kevin. So, anyways, Kevin got that bad in the nine, almost ten, months spent with Wymack and the Foxes (the monsters specifically would have probably helped make it as bad as it was. What with how often they got to Eden’s and their penchant for alcohol and drugs).

Fuck dude

He didn’t even have to grow up with Wymack to carry the same disease

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God, I just know Andrew was sitting in the audience while Neil “I have a bit of an attitude problem” Josten went off on Riko

Genuinely convinced that’s when he started considering Neil as someone he’d possibly be attracted to. And it’s only further proved by him calling Neil one of “his things” afterward!!! My man’s been whipped this ENTIRE time

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“Because if you did [hate me], Andrew wouldn’t let you anywhere near me.”

And, once again, I am stricken with awe by Kevin’s unwavering faith in Andrew’s ability to protect him

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‘Neil wondered if casket lids sounded like court doors slamming shut.’

I love how much he simplifies everything to being about the court. Like, it’s his whole life. He’s having an interesting time and considering his imminent death (it’s gonna happen eventually, chat, let’s be real), and what’s he comparing it to? The fucking court.

He’s basically considering whether or not him playing a game will be what it’s like to die. Makes sense. On one hand, it’s a fucking game, Neil. On the other, it’s his whole life. He’s putting everything on the line to play this game. He is playing this game like he is going to die because of it, because he is. It’ll be his downfall, and he loves it regardless

I love him, but god if he isn’t odd

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‘ There was nowhere for Neil to stand except up against Andrew, but somehow Neil didn’t mind. They’d been apart for seven weeks but Neil keenly remembered why he’d stayed. He remembered this unyielding, unquestioning weight that could hold him and Al his problems up without breaking a sweat. For the first time in months he could finally breathe again. It was such a relief it was frightening; Neil hadn’t meant to lean on Andrew so much. ‘ (The King’s Men, page 16)

Y’all, they’re literally THE ship everrrr

Gods, they haven’t even kissed yet, but the way Neil describes Andrew will always kill me.

Oh, to be loved so much by someone who seems to be able to hold you and every one of your problems up with such ease.

To feel such relief that you describe it in the same way you describe the opportunity of college, like a dream and damnation all at once

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“Don’t touch my things, Riko. I don’t share.”

And they’re not together.

“His things” (platonic)

Because how else would you refer to the people in your life?