Much of this documentary struck a chord within but none perhaps as much as Baldwin writing about Martin Luther King's funeral, a funeral of his friend, another murdered, joining the ranks of loss with Medgar Evers and Malcolm X. Baldwin wrote, "I have a childhood hangover thing about not weeping in public, and I was concentrating on holding myself together. I did not want to weep got Martin; tears seemed futile. But I may also have been afraid, and I could not have been the only one, that if I began to weep, I would not be able to stop." Those words express so deeply all I feel and have felt since last year. Since before last year. And while I am always on the verge of tears, I hold myself together for fear of being unable to stop once I start. #jamesbaldwin #iamnotyournegro #documentary #notmyamerica #notmypresident #resistthestate