Feb 14, 2018
Even Friends May Never Love You Back
Am I the only one who goes back and forth on how much love and attention to give people? Some days I am so sure it is best to love others, to give them attention, to put in as much effort as is possible (keeping in mind my own needs and responsibilities), and other days, I wonder what the point is. And what is it? All this effort, all this love, pouring out of me, and they may never give any where near the attention to this friendship that I have given. And then I think that is selfish, but no matter what, I always seem to go back to loving them again. Like, I’m bitter that I don’t get love back, but I’m not bitter at them, but at myself. It’s a painful process that I am trying to fix.