Jul 20, 2025
Et tu, mama? Et tu, papa?
#reuploding this#my art#about how when your family says awful shit abt queer people right in front of you or rejects you when you come out#bonus points for the first point if you're closeted#i deleted it bc it didn't immediately take off and i've been associating numbers with worth lately which is#a terrible mindset to have#anyways like i said when i first uploaded this this isn't actually abt hating your family#it's about the fact that despite them saying horrible shit you still love them#which is the hardest part about all of it#and how you wish they could love you as you are#and that's why it's so painful#and how much that betrayal stings when the people who are supposed to love you and back you up aren't there to support you as they should#and instead tear the wool from their forms and grow teeth and devour the very lamb they were supposed to protect#becoming a part of the pack they were supposed to defend their child from#if i forgot to add a tag lmk! i don't want to disrupt anyone's day by accidentally not tagging an upsetting theme.#i actually don't like how this turned out and might repaint it later but it was born of strong emotions and hopefully it'll resonate with#someone#tw: blood#tw: animal death#tw: transphobia#tw: gore#trans art#trans pride#tw: queerphobia#i want to add just as a disclaimer that i'm only one trans person and i don't speak for the entire community and that everyone's experience#is different#which should go without saying#i can only represent my own expriences and if this doesn't resonate with you it doesn't invalidate you your experiences or your identity#i hope you're safe and with someone who loves you#you deserve love