One other person I was seriously crushing on turned me down. *sighs* At least he had legit reasons mainly; single parent, crazy work hours, and football management going on. So he’s just not interested at the moment with how crazy his life is at the moment. Understandable.
Still bummed out. Like he was fucking cute as fuck. Kid is adorable too.
Oh well. I just told him no worries. Have a nice night.
Trying to find another significant other is a pain in the ass and I sorta remember why I was single for so long. A) not attractive. B) Not at all interesting. C) Not really stable nor do I have any foundation under my feet. D) Anxiety/Depression probably kills the mood for others. E) close to 200 pounds (like 180ish?) and can’t seem to lose it.
Yeah no. I am totally girlfriend material.
Fuck. The whole oh you’re gonna be that crazy girl that isn’t married EVER seems to be true. 25 and ain’t got shit to show for it.
