Hello everyone! I'm Ceres, a 19yo lesbian selfshiper (she/her) and this blog is dedicated to my very beloved Lorentz Butterfly! I've been in love with her character the second she released on CN servers. (I'm going to make a straw page later^^)
I'm more than happy to become mutuals with anyone here^^ and I'd be delighted to meet fellow reverse 1999 selfshipers as well<33
helloooo >⩊< can i request a letter for my beautiful friend @ditty-nightsong pretty please 🤍 her f/o is windsong from reverse: 1999 !! thank you sooo so much for all you do for everyone ᜊ( ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ᜊ
**Whether it is through leylines or through some other force that connects us, the feelings of those we love reach for us in unusual and interconnecting ways that beg to be investigated. From the wandering mind of a scholar the words have come to find you through the unusual vehicle of the posthound who trots along carrying your letter! With a happy "WOOF!" the posthound announces your delivery!** @ditty-nightsong
My dear one,
Sometimes I think the world is nothing but a long, wandering melody—notes scattered across years, voices drifting in and out of tune. I have listened to it for so long that I nearly forgot what it felt like to be part of it myself.
Then I met you.
You don’t try to be loud. You don’t demand the currents of life bend to you. You simply exist, and somehow the music rearranges itself around that fact. When you speak, it’s like a refrain I recognize before I realize I’ve been waiting for it. When you smile, even the quiet moments feel full.
I’ve lived among echoes—memories that repeat themselves, histories that refuse to rest. Loving you is something new. It isn’t an echo. It’s something alive, something that moves forward instead of circling back. With you, time doesn’t feel like a burden I carry alone. It feels… shared.
If the storm comes again—and it always does—I want you to know this: I will walk beside you through it to make sure you’re never facing the wind alone. If I lose my way, your presence is the sound I will follow.
Thank you for listening to me when my voice is soft.
Thank you for staying when the world feels uncertain.
Thank you for choosing me in this fleeting, fragile moment we’re allowed to call now.
If love is a song, then let me spend this lifetime learning it with you—slowly, honestly, and without fear of where the final note may fall.
Heya^^ is post will serve for me to save up all my self inserts reference sheets and stories/info for them! { for now there's very little but slowly I'll start filling it up!}
Standard- this is my standard persona/self insert that I use when I didn't have any fandom specific ref sheets
Link to the picrew ^^
Genshin
Name: Thalasa {sea in Greek cuz I grew up near it and brings me comfort<3}
Gen: Fem {she/her}
Weapon: sword
Vision: Cryo
Romantic partner: Arlecchino
Back story: not done yet:( {but here's a rough idea: Thalasa is a painter hired by the Tsaritsa to make the harbingers portraits, while at the House of the Hearth, Arlecchino and her bonded while their painting sessions and later on Thalasa started looking out for the children. If one of the children would die and leave their visions behind, she'd take care of the vision and hang it to her clothing to honour them (hence why she has some visions attached to her clothing)}
Gallery:
Honkai star rail
Name: Nychta {night in Greek}
Gen: Fem {she/her}
Path: Nihility
Combat type: Imaginary
Romantic partner: Black swan
Backstory: not done yet { rough idea/ concept: through her life, she had one goal in mind and that is to be a follower of HooH, the Aeon of the Arbitrators, finding this path as the ideal one for her but as time went by and traveling beyond the galaxy her goal got mixed up and in her endless search to be complete, she subconsciously because a follower of the Nihility}
No current ref sheet or art. :'((
Reverse 1999
Nothing yet here but really soon I'll fill it up!!!! {Even though I got some art I still wanna sort things out!}
5 and 10 for the random ask game? :] - @nesting-angel
Oooo hii!!!! This is gonna be a long one so I'll be nice and add a cut :3 I did it for each f/o lol
5. What does f/o taste like?
Reverse 1999 F/Os
Hofmann: bitter coffee and cigarettes
Schneider: oranges
Hunting: wine
Vila: fish
Windsong: instant ramen
Marsha: I'm not sure, maybe chemicals and stuff you use to treat injuries. Or an apple since she kinda looks like one...
Dandy's World F/Os
Vee: Not Good. Electrical wiring. If you want a real food, maybe some kinda blue flavoured drink with too much carbonation.
Shelly: cinnamon roll
Bobette: candy cane
10. If you're married to F/O, where would the venue take place? And who will you and f/o invite? Would it be both of you and your f/o's friends and family?
Hofmann: They sort of fell into a quiet marriage. Her and Mocha live together (mocha was broke, Hofmann was plenty stable), basically have a kid (Marcus) too. It was never fancy, just a quiet ceremony probably held at a restaurant or cafe they went to often between them and their odd little family (Marcus, Semmelweis, Mocha has a brother named Noah who came around for it even, and Adler.) Any close friends got to attend too. Not even a priest, Mocha probably laughed about it and made someone else do their vows. They signed paperwork like a week before deciding to actually celebrate.
Schneider: Not currently married. Right now they live together and Mocha is in college while Schneider handles her.... "business" (mafia).
It probably crosses Schneider's mind occasionally, Mocha meanwhile is focused on not bombing finals
Hunting: not at the moment. They met because Hunting accidentally mistook Mocha for an actual deer and shot her 😭 they are a huge slow burn and working through that, Hunting awkwardly keeps trying to make it up to Mocha who is a little scared of her after that. Took them awhile to even start dating, just a ton of awkwardness with them
Windsong and Vila: Windsong and Vila are married. They added Mocha more recently to things. In the future if they do get married Windsong is inviting Laplace and it will be absolute chaos. Please do NOT get all the researchers drunk-
I don't think toons really do marriage, especially like humans given they all trapped in Gardenview. So Vee, Shelly, and Bobette all do not marry their version of Mocha.