will be short. It will be quick. The car engines will suck back their toxic fumes. The shepherds will put down their sticks. The phones will ring all at once and then all at once will stop ringing and no one will pick up. Everyone will be sitting on something. A flat rock. A dirty pavement. The edge of a ruffled bed. Everyone will be looking to the left. Kitchens will smell of burned sage and soldiers will abandon their sleeves to the heat of a broken field. The field will cover the dead with daisies and the desert will turn into a single grain of salt. Everyone will be thirsty. A child will switch off the TV. A river will remember itself. Women will run outside on younger feet and lovers will call their lovers to the window to show them how all the barbed wires had turned into threads of wind. Everyone will be looking at what's left. And you and I might talk again on the last day on earth. You might still have something to say to me. You might still want to show me how much I was wrong.
My aunt says a woman
is like the soil, like the land,
el maraa mitil el ard
giving back despite
the pounding of army
boots and the blue fists
of men on our skin.
Giving back in orange
groves and children
even though her body
couldn’t
her land lost
eighteen and forced to walk
the length
of exile to get here.
will be short. It will be quick. The car engines will suck back their toxic fumes. The shepherds will put down their sticks. The phones will ring all at once and then all at once will stop ringing and no one will pick up. Everyone will be sitting on something. A flat rock. A dirty pavement. The edge of a ruffled bed. Everyone will be looking to the left. Kitchens will smell of burned sage and soldiers will abandon their sleeves to the heat of a broken field. The field will cover the dead with daisies and the desert will turn into a single grain of salt. Everyone will be thirsty. A child will switch off the TV. A river will remember itself. Women will run outside on younger feet and lovers will call their lovers to the window to show them how all the barbed wires had turned into threads of wind. Everyone will be looking at what’s left. And you and I might talk again on the last day on earth. You might still have something to say to me. You might still want to show me how much I was wrong.
“Let me just say that ‘Beirut is a vibrant city’ is a popular cliché we’ve all heard before. But it’s also a cruel city, a careless city, a dangerously luring city.”