Jun 3
odos complex around relationships always gets me as an autistic person. the constant yearning and observing of people he want to be close to. but never actually taking action, because relationships are not for him, hes not humanoid, hes too different, he doesnt need it. but he watches anyway and takes time out of his day to make his schedule follow the people he wants to be around. he'll never admit that he does this, because it would be acknowledging that he wants, or even needs relationships.