7.18 Requiem
Episode:
• it’s insane how many people they got to appear for the funeral scene...but not Sam.
• it’s also hilarious to me that Zoey and Elizabeth showed up for Leo’s funeral but not to Ellie’s wedding aksjsh
• Toby should be a pallbearer, not Barry Goodwin
• it sucks they couldn’t film in the National Cathedral again
• when did Charlie get an office?
• Charlie is damn straight Donna. Josh owes you big time!
• Santos and Josh arguing (again) is getting old
• this whole plot with CJ/Danny and Donna/Josh wanting to sleep together but having all these conflicts because of CJ’s invitation to Donna to spend the night and Donna not wanting to disinvite herself because she thinks CJ will know she wants to sleep with Josh is hilarious
• “God, you’re a handsome devil.”
I love Abbey’s delivery of that line and I love Bartlets little wiggle after he says that
• honestly Bartlet being so devastated and heart broken over Leo’s death but then putting on a happy act when he’s around people and having Abbey know that he’s miserable and he’s just faking it and she’s concerned for him is just !!!!
• although the story of Margaret dumping trash on Leo’s head is hilarious
• Donna watching Josh walk away with Amy 👀
• ahh I wish Ainsley had more of an appearance in this episode
• “You’re looking for Leo McGarry, Josh, and he isn’t available.”
Damn Amy, kick him where it hurts.
• lol Josh and Danny just want to get laid. Well so do Donna and CJ.
also why can’t they just come clean?? why can’t Donna just be like “I changed my mind, I’m gonna go sleep with Josh. idk if you’ve been paying any attention over the last 7 years but we’ve had this kind of chemistry thing going and we finally got together during the end of the campaign and now we’re seeing each other. bye” and then have CJ do the same thing. “Donna did you ever hear rumors that I played favorites with the press? Well I kinda did and Danny was one of them. He’s always been annoying yet charming and long story short we’re now seeing each other.”
Bam done.
• I honestly can’t even remember who they name as the new VP
• doesn’t Amy try to set Josh up with someone?
• ahh she does
• wow and in front of Donna too?
• But Donna’s saying this Sarah girl is cute....ok Donna wyd
• “These two are falling asleep and Charlie’s heard it before.”
Lmao perfect description of a Bartlet story
• The family dynamic is strong in this scene
I love CJ’s “maybe 5” and her eye roll after Bartlet says there were 50 cameras and Josh in the background going “I wasn’t there, I swear.”
• I still don’t understand why Abbey basically shooed them all away.
• “I really miss him, sir.”
• “Leo and I are the past. You two are the future.”
• hand kisses between Bartlet and Abbey ahh I’m soft
Podcast:
• written by Eli Attie, John Wells, and Deborah Cahn
• Eli wrote the plot of who the Speaker of the House is gonna be, Cahn wrote the CJ/Danny and Josh/Donna, and John Wells wrote the Bartlet/Abbey scene.
• Hrishi read an interview with Allison Janney where she said filming this episode was a little bit traumatic and reliving the grief.
• The scene at the end with Bartlet and the staff telling stories about Leo was something the cast did on set. There’d be a break in shooting and they would talk about John and share stories.
• There’s an Air Force honor guard at the funeral.
• They don’t know who the one pallbearer is but I’m pretty sure it’s Mallory’s husband, so Leo’s son in law.
• They don’t know why CJ doesn’t want to come out with her relationship with Danny, but I’m pretty sure she told him she doesn’t want to define it or she doesn’t want to answer questions she doesn’t know the answers to yet
• “Not a lot of time for relationships, probably not a lot of time for therapy. And I feel like they could all use some.”
• They got a bunch of the cast members to share their memories of John Spencer. This’ll probably be long cause I think its better to copy their quotes instead of me summarizing it. Just more emotion that way.
• At the end of their first scene together, John said to Janel "You are going to be here until the curtain comes down." He would also tell her how great she was in the previous episode.
“He would come, and he would knock on my door, very often with Martin. And they would be standing there together, and they would knock on my door, and I’d open the door and the two of them would be standing there, and they’d say, “Kid, we just wanted to tell you, we were just out here talking about the episode that was on last night, and just what great work you did.” And they would just be talking about my work, and saying how great they thought I was, and…they were just so, so nice. It was even before I was even a regular. He would, like, seek me out, you know, two blocks away from the other trailers, and knock on my little camper door. So. He was a wonderful guy.”
• Eli Attie was shocked when John showed up in a black turtleneck because he was so used to John wearing a suit.
They would screen episodes during lunch for the crew. When they screened Bartlet for America, which dealt with Leo’s alcoholism and mirrored John’s life, John had tears streaming down his face at the ending scene between Bartlet and Leo.
• Emily Procter shared this story earlier in the podcast, but they like it so much so they included it.
“I used to go over to John’s house, he was very sweet. And he used to tell me how much he appreciated our on-camera relationship, and having this, sort of, like, parental relationship with Ainsley’s character. And I would go over to his house, and he would set up obstacles around the pool. And we would – you know, so, high stakes. You know? There was a body of water. And he’d put a pot. And John was a great gardener. He had all of these roses. I don’t know if people know that about him. But you’d – oh, he was… He lived in one of the canyons, and he had this beautiful rose garden. He loved his roses. And he would set them out, and set out pots, and set out hoses, and we would time it. And he’d have bagels, and things, and we’d – we’d loop it. And time it. And he’d say, “I want you to know, this is how it works.” And he was so – I’m gonna cry. He was so great to me.
• Kristin Chenowith:
“So, we sat down to read the table read, and there was a, a line in a parentheses, that said, “Is he falling for her?” And I looked at John, I was like, “What is ha-ha-happening?” And he goes, “Kristin. I think they see us, as, a, like, a, burgeoning romantic couple.” And we started laughing so hard, I was, like, choking, and so he gives me a Jolly Rancher. And the Jolly Rancher plays a very important part of the story, because he always had them. So, in the colder times, I was always cold on set, we had those parkas. Right? And he always had them in his his pocket. And I had my little petite parka, I think they went to the Gap Kids and got mine.
After John passed, there was this scene that I had to do, as Annabeth, obviously, but also as Kristin. Where I had to…be the…one to discover him. And, before that day, I was really avoiding it. I must – didn’t hardly read the scene. I didn’t want to do it. Didn’t know how to do it. I didn’t want to go there. We were all still in, like…I was in shock. Looking back on the health things, we shouldn’t’ve been, but I was. I just wouldn’t…there. Anyway. The day of the shoot comes, and they can’t find my Gap Kids parka anywhere. I’m like, “Where is my Gap Kids parka?” I mean, I don’t ask for much, people. Hah. Just kiddin’. And they handed my…they get, “Well, here’s one. Here’s a oversize…parka.” And I’m gearing up for this scene. And, you know, remember, I can’t play this scene before I know it. So, I’m like, “How…how…I might just…like…” Silently, come and said a prayer, like, “God, help me. Just be in the moment.” Not a moment you want to relive. And I put my hand in the pocket, and it was a Jolly Rancher. And…I was like, “Okay. All right, John. I’m listening. Thank you.” So I pulled that sucker out, it wasn’t – I had all the green ones. Um, it wasn’t my flavor, but I ate it. And I’m a big spiritual person, so I believe that people speak to us. And their spirit, and it was his spirit going, “You got this.”
• Rob Lowe:
“I had a lot of thoughts on Johnny. He was probably my closest friend on the cast, along with Dulé. I used to love, and marvel, at his ability to bring an entire story to two lines. He could do more with “Thank you, Mr. President.” than most actors could do with a soliloquy. He was kind, man, he loved everyone. He was hilarious. And, just the epitome of an actor’s actor. Tremendous work ethic. It was always about how to be better, being there for his fellow actor. I mean, the only reason Sam Seaborn wasn’t at Leo McGarry’s funeral, for those who have been asking over the years, is because I was in Europe shooting a movie, and we couldn’t get my schedule to permit. So, it was one of the great heartbreaks. But Johnny is somebody I truly think about almost every day.”
• Bradley Whitford met John in a van on the way to a read through of a movie. John was a little shaky, and in a moment of vulnerability, revealed to Bradley that he was absolutely terrified. He had gotten out of rehab a few days before and did not remember ever acting not under the influence of alcohol. The van dropped them off in front of a bar and John said “Oh God, man, I used to drink here.”
“And I remember sort of gathering him, in a way, I know – Aaron never knew any of this, but it was almost a mirror of what he says to me, and it wasn’t as articulate. But it was me going, “I’ll get you out of here.” You know? “You can do this.” So I have never had a relationship with anybody who I met in a moment of such…sweet vulnerability. I think because of that, because I met him in that moment, I think he immediately treated me – he was like a mentor to me. He would check in with me, he was always this voice of encouragement, and I think because I met him at what turned out to be a really wonderful turning point in his life, I think he associated me with a piece of good fortune. Just ‘cause I was there at that moment, where he was kind of turning in his life, and his career was kind of turning around. And, yeah. We were really…close.”
• Richard Schiff read his speech he wrote for John Spencer’s memorial. He couldn’t attend the memorial because he was doing a play, so Brad read it for him. This was his first time reading it. It’s really long and I can’t post the whole thing (just kidding I just broke it up into chunks). I cried at the end.
“To John, from Richard. I am a great actor. You can laugh if you want. For seven years, John Spencer has been trying to convince me, to get me to say it out loud. “I am a great actor.” And so, to honor John, I have said it. For those of you who know me, you know how ridiculously impossible that is for me to say, never mind that I still think I suck. That’s not the point. John Spencer came at you with love, like Joe Frazier came at Muhammad Ali with fists. Think about it. John Spencer would come at you, short and powerful, forehead first, with fiery eyes, and loading that left hook with complements and adoration, and admiration. Respect. An absolute and pure love. And throw them at you with ferocity and determination. And grit. And he would not let up. No matter how you’d ducked, bobbed, weaved, and sidestepped. And, sure enough, he’d catch you with that left hook, and buckle your knees. He had the spirit of the boxer, you see. He was a fighter. He fought his demons that way in, day in, and day out. He was triumphant over them. Batting them down as they popped up, like so many Jacks-in-the- boxes. Trying to divert his focus, his drive, his will to be the best human being he could be. And his great weapon was acting. He loved acting like no one I’ve ever met. He loved the makeup, the robe, the slippers, the trailers, the prizes, the gossip. He ate it, and dreamt it, drank it, devoured it like steak. And to do it right, he kept those demons nearby. Allowing them to live through his acting, and so always walking that dangerous, courageous line. The line only great actors and artists must tread on. And John Spencer was a great actor.
I was doing a scene in the Oval Office on The West Wing, a tough scene. John was doing the Warren late play at the Taper, and had to leave the set every day by five p.m. to make his show. So he was shot out first, all day long I was doing this very hard scene, and all day it was going well, alive, in the moments. When I was being shot, I expected it to go just as well. But John had left for the play, and when I looked over to his chair where he had been sitting all day, the scene suddenly stopped. Someone had replaced John in his chair, and the scene stopped, you see. And I realized that all day, in my glances over to John, I had received this great gift. One look from Leo, and I had been filled with substance, with purpose, with clarity. And now, with John gone, I was empty. And the scene stopped. The play was over. And I had to start again by myself, and I hated it. I told him that the next day. I thanked him for his great gift to us, his generosity, his presence. John was always there for us. Off-camera, giving. Constantly, and totally, and forever, giving.
I am not present at the memorial because I am doing a one-man show in New Jersey, of all places. When I told everyone of this choice to do this play, I was greeted with such remarks as, “Are you out of your mind?” “Why on earth are you doing that?” But John responded with, “Oh, that’s great. It’s gonna be so great for you. What’s the play? You’re going to kill ‘em.” And so, on and on. And so each and every day, as I wait, terrified in the wings, to embark on this wild expedition on stage, I talk to John. And I thank him for his faith in me. And I think if John were back here as fearful and shaking as I am, he would smack down those demons, and put the proverbial mouth guard between his clenching teeth, and tear out on that stage, and conquer all. And so I thank him every night. I thank him for all that he has given us. And will keep giving us.
At his funeral in New Jersey, I watched his friends and family, and the other Catholics present, reach over and touch his casket to say goodbye. And so, I did as well. And I felt a rush. An electric surge coming through my hand, from his casket. I was reaching out, and touching him, to say goodbye. Because I had missed the chance in Los Angeles. Some believe that the soul stays around for a couple of days, before it embarks on the next journey, wherever that is. Well, John had stuck around, I think. To say goodbye to us. And wouldn’t it be just like him? One last act of generosity, to let us say goodbye. To stick around for a little, just a bit more conversation, and companionship. To chat about the things in this world, one more time. What’s the greatest thing you can say about someone? That without them, you would not be who you are. John Spencer has changed my life, knowing him. And I will always love him for it. And so, with severely buckled knees, lying flat on my back, on the canvas, in fact. I say this for you, John. I am a great actor. And one day, maybe, one day, if I keep talking to you, keep listening to you, I’ll be – just maybe – as great as you.”












