#rfh talks

[reverence-for-hearts]

i can feel my heart audibly beating within my chest. 😊💓 fluffy blanket on my bare chest makes the experience all the more intimate.

[reverence-for-hearts]

i have developed a habit where i put my fluffy blanket on my bare chest, especially over my heart.

just that physical sensation of the fluff brushing against the skin of my chest is so so comforting. and as a result after several months, i feel so connected to my heart. it is an indescribable experience. that oftentimes, it had been my go-to to self-soothe myself after a stressful day.

it feels like transendence in a way, if that makes sense? where i feel i am becoming part of something deeper within. as i slowly sink and sink into depths of my core. and merging with it and becoming part of just a larger system and you are one small just important component to it.

i often find myself feeling like my sense of selfhood just kind of dissolved subtly. lulling me into an eternal sleep as i am forever contain.

yeah. i have been thinking about this for months. it's pretty strange to see my words reflected back at me.

[reverence-for-hearts]

heya, y'all. i feel compelled to try to post here whenever i can. got busy and finally have some time on my hands.

just so you know i'm kind of new to sharing anything related to my heart. and well, i'm fairly young but not too young. and i'm not fully comfortable sharing about my passion, love and reverence for hearts since it has mostly been a personal and intimate comfort for me for a long while.

i'm not sure if sharing about it online is really my thing but we'll just have to see.

also, i looked at the cardiophile tag and seeing the folks' posts about the pleasure and connection of hearts really moved me. to see people share the same thing that i love myself for is... inspiring.

i dunno, something about reading them makes my heart feel at home.

[reverence-for-hearts]

i just remember that i liked a heart post a while back. it's a very old illustration from 17th century-ish (if i'm not mistaken) anatomical structure of the human heart.

i'll go look for it in my likes archive for y'all to see.

[reverence-for-hearts]

just letting y'all know to not expect too much from this blog of mine. it is still a casual cardiophile blog at the end of the day. and i tend to only post whenver i feel like it. at best, maybe reblog several posts in a day.

hopefully, this clears some things up.

i don't know what else i can post besides my heart thoughts and experiences. still not used to talking about it openly but well, might as well take this chance regardless.