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Self-shipping antis be making posts with DNIs full of threats that are longer than the actual content they were putting up, and then their next post is complaining about no one interacting with them and claiming they're getting shadow blocked or something but like??????

Bitch you're in the FNAF fandom and said "unironic furries DNI" and "abuse apologists DNI" why tf are you mad no one is on your posts when THERE IS NO ONE FOR YOU TO INTERACT WITH AT THAT POINT???

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Elaborations you need to make:

Masturbated in public

Cry during orgasm

God watching you masturbate

Public restroom

Sex for money/compensation.

Lying about number of partners

just take it like a good little elf.

Rian: In regards to this stream...

Masturbated/had sex in public: I have had sex in an EMPTY public restroom with my current partner.

Cry during orgasm: I have a lot of sensory issues and VERY often during sex I get overloaded and end up crying and loosing the ability to speak and/or see clearly.

God watching you masturbate: There's a very sexual fanfic of All Might as a god don't @ me jsjansjsn

Money/compensation: Toshinori has... Encouraged a few sexual exploits. And I've sold voice clips before.

Lying about number of partners: I often don't count my assaults as being "partners" or people I've willingly had sex with and omit them from casual conversation. Some people consider that lying.

Just taking it like a good little elf: ........ Toshi and I have discussed playing mature games of DnD/Pathfinder with people. And I'm a very good little elf.

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Casual friendly reminder that accusing a CSA survivor self shipper of romanticizing abuse/CSA for dating an adult who is older than them is generally regarded as a shitty move, and then getting pissy when they block you and deciding to message a bunch of people accusing them of saying slurs and misgendering them is even worse💖

You're an asshole, and someone who is nearly 30 dating fucking ALL MIGHT of all people isn't abusive or romanticizing CSA💖

If you misgender abuse survivors because you don't know how to read, please block me because I don't like interacting with stupid people💖

Hope that clears things up💖

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I've never really had fully dedicated platonic/familial F/Os before without them being connected to a romantic F/O. I have all my MHA friends and family, but they come from a wide net with Toshinori at the center. The threads from them connecting to me only after first being connected to me by Toshi.

So since I found myself getting attached, I started going over parts of One Piece I had no context for due to the way I started it-- first seeing film Red, then watching the Netflix series which basically encapsulates all of what I saw of the 4kids version when I was a child, then reading a quick summary and handful of wiki pages sent to me by a friend, then doing what they recommended and jumping in at the beginning of fucking MARINEFORD-- I'm listening to a fully blind breakdown of the manga and things it includes that I've missed through the anime, I'm just here breaking down right along with the Straw Hat family for the 3rd time over the death of The Big Brother. I don't think I can deny anymore how fully invested I am. I haven't felt this strongly since I got into My Hero Academia and incorporated it into my personality. I don't feel overly romantically inclined towards anyone but one character I'm actively avoiding learning too much about, but my entire soul is invested in the journey all the same.

I think I'm one of the straw hats now.

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Full disclosure since making positivity posts with "antis dni" the number of threats and shit has MYSTERIOUSLY GONE UP but fuck it I'm sick of this shit. Antis post in community tags and then threaten normal people if we so much as breathe on their posts. We post in our own tags and then antis find the posts anyway and STILL send us threats. So fuck it! Fuck it all! I'm going to post in the community tags and have FUN because NOTHING MATTERS when they're just going to do it anyway! I've had multiple people say things like "why is this antis dni it's such a normal post" BECAUSE TO SOME OF THEM IT ISN'T AND THEY WILL SEND YOU RAPE THREATS ABOUT IT. Trust me guys gals and nonbinary pals IT WOULDN'T BE THERE IF IT DIDN'T NEED TO BE.

I hope I sound rude and insane. Like I really fucking do. Because after getting the picture of a mutilated puppy in my inbox this morning I'm perfectly fucking fine with everyone thinking I'm insane for not wanting these pieces of shit near me. I'm currently at "eat shit and die mad" on the mental health scale and I'm tired of people acting like I'm the weird one for not liking fucking PUPPY GORE SENT TO ME.

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I love how tumblr's block system occasionally just...... Doesn't fucking work. Like there's a person I've mutually blocked because they thought my ship with All Might glorifies abuse (no reason given) and I think they're an idiot for thinking two adults being married is abusive, and I keep getting their posts recommended to me on my dash anyway??? That's not what's supposed to happen when two people block each other lmao

Did they unblock me? Lord I hope not.

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"but no one calls you a pedophile for being gay" yeah, no, that's LITERALLY what it boils down to every time.

Things I have been called one for:

Dating an older man (because age gaps are pedophilia)

Having children in my family (because having children enables pedophilia)

Kissing my husband in the same scene where a high schooler is present (because it's grooming for a child to see 2 gay men adults kiss)

Liking villains (because villains are bad and if you like bad things you're bad because the bible government says so and every law ever is perfectly just with no nuance)

Hating the American government (because obviously that means I want pedophilia to be legal and of course if you mention police brutality they say that police SHOULD be allowed to brutalize bad people)

Identifying as queer while being an adult (because it's suspicious for an adult to use "modern" language)

Dating an older man, but this time they said I was projecting my wishes onto him and therefore am dating a YOUNGER MAN (somehow). But with said younger man being me and also being in his mid 20s.

Of course there's hundreds more... But you see the pattern?

Because every single one of those points is a recycled homophobic take that's been spewed at gay people a billion times.

It could not be more blatant, and it could not be more disgusting. Except for the handful that just couldn't fucking read and thought I was dating IZUKU somehow, every single one has justified their remarks with a homophobic take. Antis are just homophobes that have found a new "acceptable" target.

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One Piece Insert Character!

Name: Shepard Rian

Age: 20 year old man

Devil Fruit: Yume-Yume No Mi (dream-dream Fruit)

Pros: The Dream-Dream fruit allows its user to know the dreams, wishes, and fears of others, and also to enter and manipulate someone's dream if they happen to be asleep.

Cons: unable to swim, cannot force others to go to sleep through powers. The user also seems to have trouble sleeping, frequent nightmares, and an inability to control their own dreams.

Role: Chronicler of the Straw Hat Crew. He tells the story of the crew, including the individual members, so that their story and purpose doesn't get lost to time. He always thought it was a shame that groups like the Rocks pirates have been all-but forgotten, and that while everyone knows the name of Gold Roger and how his journey ended, no one knows for certain how his life really unfolded. He refuses to let that happen to his generation, and even offers to note the exploits of other crews.

Formerly the cabin boy of Boa Hancock's crew. Joined the crew after witnessing the tragedy at Marineford and befriending Luffy during his 2 years of training. Sneakily learned the basics of Haki and unlocked some of his own potential while watching said training, learning how to use Armament and Observation Haki.

Not much of a fighter by nature, but relatively competent in defensive martial arts, knife throwing, and use of a basic club or staff.

Picrew

SPOILERS FOR RIAN'S CHARACTER ARC:

True Name: Sheppa D. Rian

20 year old transgender man.

The child of a pirate who has been lost to time, taken from his mother while his father was at sea and sold off into a human trafficking ring. Was saved by Boa Hancock at a young age and brought to Amazon Lily, who let him live among them until he came out, and was still allowed on the ship and on certain parts of the island while under guard to resupply his personal stock of food. His true name is kept secret, but he searches tirelessly for traces of his lost father.

The Beautiful Nightmare

The Sweet Dream