39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
I love cuddles, I would welcome them from anyone I was close to and I cared about. But if I had to pick someone, it would be an amazing guy named Steve that I met near my work. He took me out after my shift the night before my birthday 2 years ago, bought me a drink, and sat with me. We talked for hours, just so he could be the first person to wish me a happy birthday when the clock struck midnight. No one has ever done that for me, before. The conversation never felt forced, there was always laughter, he was genuinely interested in things I had to say and I was the same way about him. When we spoke about TV shows and he asked me how Supernatural was, cause he’d never seen it, I may have fangirled a little? And his face was just glowing. He had the most wonderful smile, and he said I was absolutely adorable when I talked about something I loved.
He drove me right to my front door, we talked about music and family and friends, I felt like I had known him for years. And when we pulled up, I cracked some joke, and he asked if he could please kiss me cause my sense of humor was one of the best things about me, and I just???? No one has ever genuinely complimented and loved my personality like that??? I actually felt like he liked me for ME.
But then, maybe a week later, the texts stopped, he suddenly no longer worked at his place of employment, and I have never seen nor heard from him since? He literally, no word of a lie, no exaggeration... vanished off the face of the earth. And it breaks my goddamn heart thinking about it cause I really felt a spark there. I don’t know what happened, or where he went.
Yeah, so... if I had to choose anyone to cuddle, I’d want it to be him.