I'M SO FUCKING TIRED. EVERY DAY FEELS LIKE I'M DRAGGING A RESPONSIBILITY I WAS NEVER QUALIFIED TO CARRY, AND EVERY DAY I'M CONVINCED I'M DROPPING IT. I LOOK AT MYSELF AND SEE A FAILURE TO MY FRIENDS, TO THE SIGNLESS, TO EVERYBODY WHO EVER EXPECTED SOMETHING BETTER FROM ME. I HATE HOW TERRIFIED I AM OF LOSING PEOPLE. I HATE MYSELF.
BUT THE WORST PART? NONE OF IT MATTERS. I CAN THINK I'M WORTHLESS, I CAN BE ONE BAD DAY AWAY FROM A COMPLETE FUCKING BREAKDOWN, AND I'LL STILL SHOW UP LIKE AN IDIOT. I'LL STILL TAKE THE HIT. I'LL STILL FIGHT FOR THEM. NOT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN MYSELF, BUT BECAUSE SOMEBODY HAS TO.
LYRICS BY THE TALENTED AS FUCK RIGHTEOUSDEFENESTRATION. YOU FUCKING ROCK, MAN! PARODY OF "HOUSE OF WOLVES" BY MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
YOUTUBE / BANDCAMP / SOUNDCLOUD
[HIVE OF HOWLBEASTS]
[verse 1]
I know a thing about ambition, but I’ve got none left to spare
And I admire your volition, but we haven’t got a prayer
Say sing for the Signless, I got nothing left to say
Ancestors marked us failures, I’m ending it today
[pre-chorus]
Well, I think I’m gonna end it all
Everybody burn the hive right down
[chorus]
‘cause here, I will avenge the dead
Say I’m not the leader, I’ll take us to the end
Tell me I’m a bad troll, comin’ for my head
Say I’m not the leader, I’ll take us to the end
[post-chorus]
Knight of Blood, yeah, Knight of Blood
Knight of Blood, yeah, Knight of Blood
Knight of Blood, yeah, Knight of Blood
Knight of Blood, yeah, Knight of Blood
[verse 2]
Found twelve on Alternia, looking high and low
We’re just another set of pawns to fail in Skaia’s glow
I’m waiting for the end of times, I got nothing left to say
I’ll scream until my lungs give out, I’m ending it today
[pre-chorus]
Well, I think I’m gonna end it now
Everybody burn the hive right down
[chorus]
‘cause here, I will avenge the dead
Say I’m not the leader, I’ll take us to the end
Tell me I’m a bad troll, coming for my head
Say I’m not the leader, I’ll take us to the end
[bridge]
We’re gonna fight like Psiionic ‘cause they’re never gonna leave us alone
We’re gonna run like Disciple ‘cause there’s no way they’re letting us go
And as the blood drips in my eyes
I made a promise that I’d keep us alive
I’ve been the worst kind of mutant, go ahead and tell your lusus
Go, go, go
[chorus]
And I say, here, I will avenge the dead
Say I’m not the leader, I’ll take us to the end
Tell me I’m a bad troll, coming for my head
Say I’m not the leader, I’ll take us to the end
[post-chorus]
Tell me I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad troll
Tell me I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad troll
Tell me I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad troll
Tell me I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad troll
[outro]
So get up, so get out
Knight of Blood, yeah, Knight of Blood
YOU KNOW... YOU'D THINK AFTER ALL THIS TIME TOGETHER THERE'D BE SOME KIND OF GRAND REVELATION, SOME MOMENT WHERE SOMEONE'S MASK COMES OFF AND WE ALL PRETEND WE LEARNED SOMETHING. BUT NO, IT'S THE SAME OLD BULLSHIT: MAKE A JOKE, DEFLECT, ACT LIKE NOTHING HURTS, AND THEN STAND THERE LOOKING SURPRISED WHEN EVERYBODY ELSE GETS SICK OF PLAYING ALONG. AND THIS ISN'T EVEN NEW! IT'S SO PREDICTABLE I COULD WRITE THE NEXT TEN YEARS OF THIS CONVERSATION MYSELF. MAYBE I'M THE REAL JOKE. MAYBE I SHOULD ACCEPT SOME PEOPLE WILL NEVER FUCKING CHANGE. THEY JUST GET BETTER AT HIDING THE FACT THAT THEY NEVER PLANNED TO CHANGE IN THE FIRST PLACE.
ANOTHER FUCKING AMAZING LYRIC CONTRIBUTION BY KAYDHN!!! ROUND OF APPLAUSE, YEAH, WHAT THE FUCK EVER. YOU STILL ROCK, THOUGH!
YOUTUBE / BANDCAMP / SOUNDCLOUD
PARODY OF "LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO" BY TAYLOR SWIFT BY KAYDHN BELOW THE CUT
[THIS SHIT IS NOTHING NEW]
[verse 1]
I won’t play your stupid games
Glare with your mirrored shades
This part I always play
Like a fool, no, I don’t like you
You don’t stay inside the lines
No, not so silent Knight
You mock me all the time
Isn’t cool, I gotta say: fuck you.
[pre-chorus]
Listen Strider, I’m a fighter, got nothing but time
You prick, not falling for your games another fucking time
I got a list of names, and yours is in black underlined
You’ve died once, so I can kill you twice, oh
[chorus]
Ooh, this shit is nothing new
This shit is nothing new
Why can’t you fucking catch on, dude
This shit is nothing-
Ooh, this shit is nothing new
This shit is nothing new
Why can’t you fucking catch on, dude
This shit is nothing new
[verse 2]
I (I) can’t (can’t) stand your lack of shame (shame)
The way you say my name (name)
You (you) always know what to say
Piss me off, won’t go away (fuck!)
You waste my fucking time, to you I’m just a target, target
Won’t be for much longer wait
till you get your fucking karma
This rock flies on, but one thing‘s for sure
I regret meeting you, but you will more
[pre-chorus]
Listen Strider, I’m a fighter, got nothing but time
You prick, not falling for your games another fucking time
I got a list of names and yours is in black, underlined
You’ve died once, so I can kill you twice, oh
[chorus]
Ooh, this shit is nothing new
This shit is nothing new
Why can’t you fucking catch on, dude
This shit is nothing-
Ooh, this shit is nothing new
This shit is nothing new
Why can’t you fucking catch on, dude
This shit is nothing new
[bridge]
I hate everybody, everybody hates me
I’ll have the last laugh when you die in your dreams
I hate everybody, everybody hates me
I’ll have the last laugh when you die in your dreams
I hate everybody, everybody hates me
I’ll have the last laugh when you die in your dreams
I hate everybody, everybody hates me
I’ll have the last laugh when you die in your dreams
[interlude]
(Ooh, this shit is nothing new)
(This shit is nothing new)
(Why can’t you fucking catch on, dude)
This shit is nothing-)
“I’m sorry, Dave Strider can’t answer the phone right now.”
(Ooh, this shit is nothing new)
(this shit is nothing new)
(Why can’t you fucking catch on, dude)
“Why? Ha! ‘cause he’s dead.”
[chorus]
Ooh, this shit is nothing new
This shit is nothing new
Why can’t you fucking catch on, dude
This shit is nothing-
Ooh, this shit is nothing new
This shit is nothing new
Why can’t you fucking catch on, dude
This shit is nothing new
Ooh, this shit is nothing new
This shit is nothing new
Why can’t you fucking catch on, dude
This shit is nothing-
Ooh, this shit is nothing new
This shit is nothing new
Why can’t you fucking catch on, dude
This shit is nothing new
((10 sec delay at the beginning so I can post this on Tumblr <3))
HERE IT FINALLY IS. MY COMEBACK SONG. IT’S ABOUT THE VEIL BEING A NIGHTMARE MEAT GRINDER THAT CHEWS YOU UP IF YOU STAY TOO LONG, AND WHAT HAPPENS TO YOUR BRAIN WHEN SOMETHING PERSONAL SHOVES YOU A LITTLE TOO CLOSE TO THE EDGE.
I THOUGHT ABOUT THIS AFTER REALIZING I WASN’T AS PUT-TOGETHER AS I THOUGHT, AND INSTEAD OF PRETENDING I WAS “FINE,” I LET IT GET LOUD, UNHINGED, AND KIND OF FUCKING FERAL. THIS IS ABOUT PANIC, DEFIANCE, AND GALLONS OF BAD IDEAS HELD TOGETHER BY GUITARS AND SPITE. IT’S ABOUT SURVIVAL IN A PLACE THAT WANTS YOU GONE, AND LAUGHING MANIACALLY WHILE YOU REFUSE TO GIVE THEM THAT SATISFACTION.
IF IT SOUNDS UNSTABLE, GOOD. THAT MEANS IT’S HONEST.
ANOTHER AMAZING LYRIC BY RIGHTEOUSDEFENESTRATION! YOU ROCK, DUDE!
BANDCAMP / YOUTUBE
[You Know What They Do To Trolls Like Us In The Veil]
[verse 1]
Gotta make it past the Black King
In the center of the Battlefield
I say come with your hearts burn bright
Well, we’re never gonna beat this
All that’s left for us to do is die
We wage this war against our fate
Don’t speak to me, we’ll never be the same
On your bloody hands, say a prayer
Say your prayer
[chorus]
Now, what is left
And I don’t know what’s become of the world that we live in
What is left, don’t know yet
I realized too late, our chances are fucked
Stay in my heart in this ship
I’ll shooshpap you, again, yeah
[verse 2]
Well, the session is broke and my temper’s been lost
I’m friends with a killer; the honking is driving me mad
But none of them care if I’m losing my mind
Am I losing my mind?
Yeah, I hate my blood, will they leave me to die?
I don’t sleep anymore and I’m trying so hard not to cry
Ugh, none of them know
All the Horrors I’ve seen
[chorus]
Now, what is left
And I don’t know what’s become of this world that we live in
What is left, don’t know yet
I realized too late, our chances are fucked
Stay in my heart in this ship
I’ll shooshpap you, again, yeah
[bridge]
I hear your voice
And I got no choice
It makes me want to keep you gone
I don’t understand it
Why pretend its fake
[interlude]
Do you know why the fuck we’re here?
Fucking asshole, I’ll burn this place to the ground
Die
[outro]
I can’t stand to sleep til I’m dead
And well I, I don’t care about much, but now you’re killing my friends
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
Yeah, yeah
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, haha
HAVE SOME LUSUS ANGST AND GAME TRAUMA. IT’S GOT GOD TIER FAILURE COMPLEX, MONARCHY-HATING AND BLOODCASTE DESPAIR. PLAY THIS SHIT AT MY FUNERAL. ACTUALLY, NO. PLAY IT AT *YOURS*. I’LL BE TOO BUSY YELLING AT THE HORRIBLE COSMIC VOID TO HEAR IT.
ANOTHER FUCKING AMAZING LYRICAL CONTRIBUTION FROM RIGHTEOUSDEFENESTRATION. YOU ROCK, DUDE!
1 actually d0n't usually ass0c1ate w1th 0ther members 0f my caste f0r reas0ns 0f... vary1ng bel1efs.
[they're s0rt 0f a cult, at least as far as 1 have been 1nf0rmed]
h0wever, 1 assume that, s1nce all 0ther bl00d castes are suscept1ble t0 reta1n1ng abn0rmal ab1l1t1es. l1mebl00ds are, t00.
0bv10usly, 1 d0n't have any neat p0wers, 0therw1se 1'd pr0bably be d01ng s0meth1ng a l0t c00ler w1th my l1fe. 1'd def1n1tely get pa1d m0re, that's f0r sure.
helloooooo there, how do ya feel 8eing a lime 8lood? does ya friends like to pick off with you someTIMES 8cause of that?
nah. th1s planet 1s pretty ch1ll ab0ut mutants and rarer bl00d c0l0rs 1n general, s0 hem0ph0b1a 1sn't really a huge deal.
there are, h0wever, 0ther l1mebl00ds that are c0nstantly try1ng t0 recru1t me f0r the1r we1rd cult th1ng, s0 1 0ften g0 underc0ver as an 0l1vebl00d. n0t really 0ut 0f necess1ty, m0re because they're annoy1ng and 1'd rather n0t deal w1th 1t.
0ther than that th0ugh, 1've never really had any 1ssues w1th pe0ple b0ther1ng me ab0ut my bl00d. s0me 0f my fr1ends aren't even aware that 1'm a l1mebl00d, wh1ch 1s h0nestly k1nd 0f funny.
[moderator: the quality is absolute ASS because i forgot that I lost my stylus and i had to draw with my damn fingers -_-]
