Its been awhile - Homelessness, disfigured, court cases, unemployment, school, illiness
Its been a while since I have blogged. This is largely due to the state of my life and my health - which of course is as it is because of the criminals that are have been and continue to wirelessly terrorize, torture and sexually assault me.
Things have been bad, real bad. The criminals have been assaulting me in my body, my thyroid gland, intestines, knee caps, brain, heart, liver, specifically and they have been making me sick. They have also slowed me down. They have made me too tired or exhausted or in too much pain, too nausea, to work, or to work on stuff related to getting their crime addressed or anything.
The criminals have been assaulting me forcing me to go the doctor and get treatment. They drive me to seek medical care and as a means to conspire, conceal and create a pattern. I cannot tell the doctors during my visits that the only reason I am sick is because wireless criminals are beaming me in my organs and body systems and making me sick and trying to make it appear like I have one disorder of another so that their is a record of illness, a record that the criminals intend to use further down the road to cover up my death, by making it look like some health problem that I JUST randomly developed killed me. I developed nothing. I was healthy. The criminals are the ones making me sick, effecting my body, assaulting me a little at a time, to lead up to an illness that they hope will kill me.
The criminals either want to lead to my death or permanent mental or physical disability. There is very little I can do. I cant even take care of my body or my health, and from day to day I am being assaulted all day and night. I am doing what I can but each time I move forward, they easily set me back. This is wasting my time, wasting my energy and allowing them to drive me into a worse situation or position.
Over the last year the criminals have given em hyperthyroidism - by assaulting me in my thyroid - they have beamed me so frequently they caused a knot - a mass to form - they wanted to ensure that they caused permenant injury and they stated that it was a form of birth control. The criminals have given me anemia -by assaulting me in my heart, where I could barely walk and was so in ain that my entire body ached. They have given me menstruation problems -by assaulting me in thyroid and my uterus, causing my periods to last several weeks at times. During this time the criminals assault me in my tampon and continue to violate me in the most disgusting manner. Most recently the criminals caused me to get a blood clot - in my legs and lungs, which was designed to kill me and seem related to the medication . I was in the hospital for nearly a week and almost died. Additionally, the criminals have been fulling my body with air - actually trapping air in my body, which could cause an embolism. They made me obese and tired - assaulting me in my intestines tightening the muscles in them so that my food would not digest and I would gain weight. This is has confined me inside most days.
The criminals have made sure that I have been homeless since 2013 when I began my activism. The criminals strategy is to keep me homeless to ensure that they prevent me from advocating, from advancing in my court cases, from having stability, a safe environment, to ensure I struggle, to ensure that I am going from place to place.. Thus far the criminals have succeeded. They have prevented me from taking on legal actions that I could have taken on, they have caused me a great deal of stress, they have forced me to live struggling, with very little money, and too busy surviving to dedicated the time I could to fighting to get their crime addressed so I can go on with my life.
I am doing the best I can. This is really getting to me. The criminals have taken everything I have worked for and reduced it to nothing. They have violated in the most henious ways, ruined my body and my face. They have taken my diginity and my freedom.
But understand, that even though they have taken so much from me and they have slowed me down. I am still fighting back, in whatever way that I can until they kill me. I am right and I have done nothing to deserve this, so no matter how this plays out I will stand by what I believe in. This crime will addressed one day. They have no right to do this and they shouldnt get an opportunity to do it to you.
Ashlii