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so. we just put down the family dog on tuesday. it was very peacful as we had the doctor come to the house nad do it there and she was very nice and didnt rush us. but it was hiss time to go. he was diagnosed with diabetes about a year ago and we have been religiously giving him his insulin every 12 hours, prolonging his life. but the past few months he's been slowly getting worse, we would up the insulin dosage which would slightly help. but over the past weekend he stopped eating and would drink vigorously, signs that he was in diabetic ketosis. and we brought him to the vet but they said they could TRY to get him out of it by keeping him there for 3 days ($$$$$$$) but ultimately it was just a bandaid and it would happen again. so we decided to bring him home and monitor him but that night he just would barely move and we had to put diapers on him. so in the mornign we called the people that do housecall euthanasia and they came that evening to do it. by the end of the day i was surpirised he had made it that far, his organs were definitely already shutting down. but all that is to say, now i feel incredibly guilty not about Cooper who passed, but Benji, my other dog who was present at the passing.

Cooper was our only dog for a long time, maybe6/7 years before I got old enough to pay bills and wanted my "own" dog, that is where benji comes in. i love benji with all my heart and want him now to experience everything there is to offer in life. before its too late. before he gets old and cant find joy in it anymore. but i cant have dogs in the condo i live in. The condo i live in is my brothers so i live rent free in a supportive environment of my transition, away form my parents but also away from benji. My parents take care of benji for me but i pay the bills for him. But i feel guilty now because i barely get to see benji. i moved into the place aroound march f this year and barely get to see benji and now i miss him so much i literally skipped class today to go see him and take him on a walk and spend time with him. I dont know why im writing this i just feel so horrible and life is so fragile and it sucks mega balls that dogs ont live as long as we want them too. im saving up to try and buy my own place one day but i fear that by the time i can afford it, benji will be to old to enjoy it. he is almost 5 now. i dont know what to do. and im a baker for work so i have to go to the store to do the baking so i cant just sit on a computer and have him near me all day. and my job gives me good benefits so i dont want to just quit for just any job out there that can keep me at home or in an office. BUT i am in school for another year and a half and when i have my bachelors maybe then i can get a job in an office and bring him. i just dont know what to do because i want to change how my life is going because i want to spend more time with my dog. idk. you can give advice or not i dont care im just sad and i have therapy today so i will talk there about it.

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So very sorry for your loss, Chris 🥲❤️

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Haha Yikes

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“Gotta admit, I know a bit about plants, but I don’t really,” he hesitates to use this word, “care about them. Growin’ food to survive’s different to caring about plants as a passion.”

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guys please think before you drink and drive or swim or do anything especially if you're a teen because shit happens and death could be at your doorstep.

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