#rip follower count

[lyriqc]

love conquers all,, speaking of,, i love latin phrases now i guess it makes you sound wiser ??? i’d appreciate a like ik this post is cheesy but y not

[lera-draws]

Starting to accept the fact that bots are going to follow me everytime i post in the buddy daddies tag 😔

[pastelbrachypelma]

Maybe this is a horrible thought...

I see people with these super attractive, super gorgeous SOs...and then there’s petite and me.

Don’t get me wrong, I think petite is cute, but he hits none of my traditional requirements for attractiveness. 

I know it’s not a competition, and I do love him. But then it also makes me wonder, like...

It’s because I could never get the goddess or prince of my dreams. I’m not attractive enough.

And yes, I’m beginning to have second thoughts about being with him. He doesn’t deserve me. And I feel guilty thinking these thoughts and hating myself more and wondering if the depths of my love for him are as deep as I think they are, and all that.

My romantic heart just desperately wants to settle, and I’ve settled for far worse. And petite is better than all of that.

I know I’ve got issues. Petite returns to school for a year, maybe two, where he’ll be far away. And I’m turning 30 in four years.

I need to fix myself. I don’t want to do it alone, but I’m back to thinking petite is better off without me and my stupid baggage.

[transrowanstar]

wow i lost several followers for that, but for those who stick around, thanks.

i hope i made sense in explaining everything with people’s replies and my reblogs n such

tl;dr: he/him lesbians are valid. pronouns do not equal gender. presentation does not equal gender. there is also some lesbian/LGBT history that factors into this. shit’s complicated.