#ripbeanie

[dinochen21]

I'm sorry for your lost @soow456 #ripbeanie #kongari

[cannibai]

“Why didn’t you tell me about this?!” - ( bethany shit head washington ; ripbeanie )

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          “i di -- i didn’t know how! how wa -- was i sup -- supposed to tell you something like th -- that?” 

[cannibai]

DARKNESS! - ( Beth ; ripbeanie )

meme | accepting | @ripbeanie

            her breathing halts the second the lights flicker off . “ beth?? ” she asks in a whisper , as though within the milliseconds that the power has been off , her sister’s disappeared from the room . hannah’s completely aware she’s being silly -- that this is too much , just a continuous panic -- but that doesn’t stop her from reaching out with a cold hand , looking to find beth in the pitch dark . one option was to simply go to sleep . if they closed their eyes and went to bed , the electricity could be back on in the morning . but any hopes of sleep were dashed the second everything turned off at once . “ i ha -- i have candles on m -- my desk . i don’t kn -- know where my matches are th -- though . ”

[cannibai]

"I love you" - ( Beth / ripbeanie )

meme | accepting | @ripbeanie

                I LOVE YOU: three little words that hannah has never in her life once doubted when they came from her sister’s mouth . at least , not up until this point . it doesn’t last for long , there ARE a couple of seconds of { DO YOU TRULY BELIEVE SHE’D STILL LOVE YOU ?? } but for once , it’s an easily quelled thought . if she doesn’t have the love of her siblings , then what does she have ??                     ‘  i love you too ,  ’  she says , an easy grin taking a place on her lips, like NOTHING happened.                                  ( when is a monster not a monster ?? oh , when you love it . )

[cannibai]

❝ Let your life be a dream. ❞ - ( beth ; ripbeanie ) she just wants to encourage her

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               “i don’t -- i don’t know how when the last year was a total nightmare.” and YOU were the monster.

[carnlvore-a-blog]

in his typical lurker fashion, he’s fixated his attention onto a particular figure. it’s the third time he’s seen their face. the hair changes, as do the mannerisms, but he blames it on fatigue and refuses to believe that the presence is actually there. they were never real before. what changed to make them real now ?? they weren’t coming back. they couldn’t come back. this wasn’t real. but the way her hair falls is so familiar. even from the back -- joshua knows. he knows it’s her and he knows that there is a slither of a possibility that hannah was nearby, too. they could be reunited. they’d get another chance. 

but joshua didn’t deserve that. he ruined his friends. he can’t look at her. it’s alarming at how quick he is to dismiss this as another hallucination, he’s averting his eyes, palms pressing against his cheeks because it’s one of the few ways he can ground himself without the poorly prescribed medication. “ go away. ” he’s more daring with his moves, taking a step closer and gazing up at what he believes to be a product of his own mind. it’s not real. it’s not real. it’s not real. “ you’re not real. go. away. ” / @ripbeanie liked this !

[hczelgrcce]

“It’s the worst kind of pain you can ever experience. You can’t breathe, you can’t think. I couldn’t even move for what felt like forever. The pain never really goes away, you just feel...numb. Augustus might as well be my family. He’s my home. But I think if it was a family member it’d be just as bad. Is there something you wanna talk about?”

@ripbeanie {replied to from here}