Its been about 3 weeks since you did what you did. I still don't know what to think. To me, you were my older brother's best friend, the voice behind the computer those late nights playing video games, and the talented, goofy, funny guy who could make my brother happier than I'd ever seen him by allowing him to be his nerdy self. I'm still struggling with the fact that you will never come back; that you will never post on his wall again, and never scream "HI LITTLE SISTER" to me when I come in the room. I'll never see another picture of the 3 amigos again, and I'll never look for your trademark blond hair in a room again, knowing my brother would be right beside you. I may not have known you as well as so many lucky people did, but you were a part of my family in a way. So for that I love you. And I most certainly miss you. I know that you are watching over my brother, and that God just gained an amazing angel. But I selfishly wish that you could have spent a longer time here with us. You went to soon Jake. Your presence is greatly noted and missed in my life. I never said more than a few words to you, but here's what needs to be said now: I have such respect and admiration towards you. You made high school a great experience for my brother, and for that I am forever indebted to you. I look forward to the day when we will all meet in Heaven, and I can finally meet the young man who forever changed the course of my family's lives. Rest easy and in Peace Jake. You are in my thoughts and prayers always <3