#risa thoughts

[starshadow-witch]

I have not been a part of the Bridgerton fandom except for a few short weeks. And it honestly has felt like a whirlwind. I enjoyed Daphne's season. Wanted to love Anthony's season but found it hard to until he finally came to his senses about Kate.

I love season 3. The Polin story is everything to me, especially because I see so much of myself in Pen. There are so so many other reasons as well, that I do not have the words to express.

It is hard, seeing so many people talk about how displeased they were with part 2 of season 3. I have mostly lurked and reblogged things from others. After the way I have been hurt and burned from the XIV fandom these last few years, I'm finding it hard to fully step into another fandom.

[snowshadow1221]

I was scroling my For You page (which is 98% Bridgerton these days) and I came across advice on how to write a second chance troupe. My ADHD brain will not remember it all. I only remember pieces. I wish so badly that I had at least liked the post because I would really like to go back to it.

I deleted all of my writing a couple of years ago. A "fresh start" but I had a second chance original story that I wouldn't mind attempting again and that post would have been really helpful. But I can't find it again. :(

[snowshadow1221]

Being back in the ShB areas to work on my Splendorous tools has me wanting to replay ShB again.

[snowshadow1221]

Sometimes I don't know why I even bother going on twitter anymore. The first thing I see when I look at it today? Discourse on the new relic stage. No matter what the relic is, there are people who are going to be pissy about it. I just wish it didn't feel like angry opinions being thrown in my face.

Tumblr definitely feels nicer to me. Like I can exist inside my own bubble and be content and no one is going to bother me.

[starshadow-witch]

Just a little reminder - if you're looking for all of my XIV or writing related content, check out @snowshadow1221!

[snowshadow1221]

I've been so focused on writing fics for XIV, that I kind of just forgot that I had a lot of fics for some of my other fandom obsessions. All of which I put to the side for several reasons. Tonight I came across an idea I had for a Yu Yu Hakusho/Ladybug & Cat Noir crossover. A perfect enemies to lover idea.

I thought about tweaking it to fit to KamiRaha but it just wouldn't hit the same. I've had the same ship for Yu Yu Hakusho since I was 12 and it would just be even more emotional for them. So uh. I may actually start writing something that's not XIV soon because my brain is screaming at me to write this.

You know. If I ever finish anything.

[snowshadow1221]

I have spent the last 2 hours going through my Tumblr post history and checking my tags to make sure they all match. And saving any prompt lists I've reblogged. Because we love prompt lists. I've only sorta been active since November so it was manageable.

If I'd waited I would have never done it and wished I had.

I was holding myself back from posting with thoughts of "oh the tags are chaos". Now I have no excuses. I just need to see what I've actually posted and what I've not shared yet.

[snowshadow1221]

Spent like 2 hours running around Seraph checking houses and ended up going for a Goblet small with 0 bids on it at midnight.

Sigh.

I don't like the Goblet. But a house is a house. And when the new wards come out, I'll try to move to LB like Kamila tells me she really wants. Until then we can decorate everything with flowers and pretend.

And y'know, actually decorate Sana's house and FC house on Faerie.