rivai-lution replied to your post: my birth name has no meaning to me tbh...
You should find one that feels more authentic for you and have people use it. My younger sibling did that. We’ve used a different name for them for years. Later, when you have the ability, you can change it legally if you like!
iv used a lot of different ones but they all feel the same tho like i remember during certain parts of my life when ppl called me by those names i felt faintly like it was me or becoming me [?? idk how to explain] but as soon as my relationships faltered they didnt have meaning anymore? like my name only has meaning depending on the ppl who call me by it. iv thought abt changing my name but i feel like it would be fleeting like all the other ones